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me doing sigma face or whatever the kids call it

learn to give a kickflip a man and he skates for a life

estrogen on its way to make me laugh so hard i cry genuine sad tears because of a joke with intentional bad grammar

war of the worlds text, but with subway surfers, bee movie, family guy funny moments, horse race, and 1000 degree knife videos. call that the war of the attention span

incredible things are happening reading the war of the worlds in a discord call

sorry to the one person who won’t want to see this but i need to be handled in very disrespectful ways right now. just wherever a hand can go

bitchin hot wearing beanie and choker and turtleneck under choker ????? and lipstick i could theoretically kiss you with

hot and drunk and hot who want me

i can’t handle five people in a discord call how am i supposed to move across the country alone, go to bars and clubs, and start over with a new life i’m so boned

shaved my legs and for who? not a damn person 😔

top artist tricky tony Toby Fox 4,403 minutes

the subway Chappell Roan, Hammer of Justice Toby Fox, Need a hand!? Toby Fox, 12am Toby Fox, The Giver Chappell Roan

how cooked am i

Spotify wrapped screenshot that says “age is just a number” …. dawg what

??????

watermelon sour patch kids

ACCIDENTAL ALLY: Transphobic Brother Gives Me Sour Patch Kids Watermelon

meadow in a black and white photo wearing a dog sweater

meadow in a dog sweater showing off her cake

feeling good about myself today 🩵🤍

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it's been half a year, and i still can't work on a music project without thinking of Sades, who helped me with the instrumentals for a good half of what i'm trying to finalize. this one is for you, Sades, a rough version of the last song we made together. www.youtube.com/watch?v=FfdY...

hate getting a "feeling like myself" day at the same time as a "hating myself" and "need to get over myself" day like damn bitch you've never hated yourself more authentically than you are right now

The Cogwheel Renegades & The Future | Meadow Heckman Announcing The Cogwheel Renegades, the final entry of the Steam War series, as well as discussing the future of my writing endeavors.

announcing my next—and probably last—story, The Cogwheel Renegades

www.msheckman.com/blog/the-cog...

YouTube video by SkyEdenMC I added Homunculi to Minecraft... play.skyeden.org #minecraft #halloween #multiplayer #steampunk

made my first reel/short/whatever today for my minecraft server and it is the most viewed thing i’ve made ever and idk if i should be happy or not youtube.com/shorts/_Eq4A...

taking a *sip* of alcohol for every celeste death surely it won't end too terribly

i am feeling “it” right now . and by it, letr just say,,, my libido

i need things that cannot be described to the general audience right now this is insane

damn getting misgendered by TWO people in this discord call hell yeah that's swag

celeste is 75% off which i guess means i'll buy the game that i will never have the patience to finish

damn we are reaching levels of anxiety I didn’t know were possible how do i even function

i however could not do it without laughing

i feel as though there is a market for jesus welcoming you into heaven asmr that could really use some dedication to it

one of the major draws of moving at the end of the year is going to be a nearby goth club, i have never been to a club before but i am so excited to try

i have sixteen song ideas in this theoretical album i am creating and at what point do i stop adding them and split them into separate projects

because i will keep going and that is a threat

band aid from thigh needle for estrogen

baby’s first injection

The Haunting of Hathaway Manor: Chapter 4 | meadow 🐝 Get more from meadow 🐝 on Patreon

The Haunting of Hathaway Manor Chapter 4 is now available for Patreon members (and chapters 1 & 2 can be read for free!) www.patreon.com/posts/140774...

i got it but i must wait until saturday

having a vial of estrogen but no needles to inject it with until at least tomorrow is giving me a fuck ton of psychic damage

damn i was so excited to do my first injection tonight but the doctor didn’t prescribe my needles so i have a vial and no way to use it so that’s really cool

untextured model of a humanoid bee in blender

losing my mind in blender but this is the farthest i've ever gotten making a model so we'll see how it goes i suppose