Paige Jean

This is gonna be a damn good summer.

I get to sleep in my own bed for the first time in a week and a half since I started dog sitting and I am so happy. I can’t wait until I’m done. Only one more week until I can be back home.

Maybe one day my parents won’t make me feel guilty for cancelling plans when I physically can’t do it due to my chronic illness bullshit. But today is not that day.

I’ve been with my boyfriend for a year now and we both are like holy shit it’s been a year already, but both also like holy shit how has it only been a year? And that is the BEST feeling.

Someone remind me not to crochet with Sugar and Cream cotton. I just made a crop top, which is typically like a 4 hour thing max, and my hands are absolutely screaming

Someone with severe anxiety over being alone is probably not the smartest person to have dog sit for three weeks… and yet here we are 😅 thank god for melatonin and ativan

Oh also we booked a Disney trip for September and I’m so excited. My boyfriend is excited, not because of Disney, but because he gets to spend time with me in a place that means a lot to me and experience something I love with me. I TRULY don’t know how I got so lucky.

Okay I’m done gushing sorry

This sounds sarcastic but I can assure you this is genuine and I really do love this dumb straight man

My boyfriend (straightest man alive) and I (pansexual princess) love to insult each other for fun and my favorite insulting thing he’s ever said to me is “well you’re straight”

Our relationship is based on bulling and gaslighting and I couldn’t be happier. I love him so much. What a stupid bitch. 💜

After being with someone for 4.5 years, feeling like you spent the majority of your 20s feeling unsupported and broken… to now be with someone who loves you for who you are, reminds you you’re a great partner, and holds you up when you need it is absolutely incredible. I’m beyond lucky.

Some people are just pathetic

The WEIGHT just lifted off my shoulders… holy shit

Sometimes the excuses you make for others speaks volumes.

Am I just like, not good enough?

I just bought a $50 skein of yarn. Oops.

Just told my boss my ADHD is absolutely insane lately and that I’m gonna be asking for extra clarification. Love that I can tell her this with lack of judgement and that she’ll just go “okay!!” and do her best to help me

Day 3024925.3 of feeling like trash; I feel like trash.

Proof Facebook is a joke; someone posted an antisemitic comment, I reported it, and immediately got a response saying it wasn’t going against community guidelines. And people say Nazis aren’t a problem.

I feel like I should be excited for my birthday trip but I’ve been so depressed and anxious that even thinking about all the shit I have to do tomorrow make me wanna stay home.

I’m dealing with depression spiral, a LOT of stress from work, and my body not cooperating. I just want to curl up in my sock drawer and sleep for days.

I’m being treated like I’m incompetent at my job. Maybe I’d know what I was doing if you’d fucking explain it to me.

This is not about my team, they’re amazing and I cannot say enough kind words about them. It’s others that are treating me like I’m stupid.

Happy Monday I wanna scream

Trump being shown during the National Anthem is the most unAmerican thing

What the fuck

Having depression is wild. One minute you could be fine because you’ve been distracted for hours, the next you get hit with everything you’ve been putting aside in your mind all day and go numb. I hate having brokey brain

Work is incredibly stressful and frustrating right now but we were in a company wide meeting and the ceo sent all remote employees $25 uber eats vouchers so I bought a fuck ton of cookies

this is actually my cat’s house, i just provide everything for him

Gotta love heart palpitations before bed

The urge to dye my hair purple is quickly taking over my mental health