Olivia Crain

I’m just posting every single thought I have because I used to use my friends inboxes to do that 🙃

I’m making a dollhouse out of a notebook because… I really don’t know actually.

But I’m making a baseball diamond first. Will it look good? Most likely not 🫶

I got myself a celebration ice cream cake because 5pm makes me sad lmao

There is a book and author that’s trending for the worst reasons (on threads) — it is the absolute worst thing you can write. It is straight up CSAM. This woman has CHILDREN too.

It’s supposed to be a DDLG book, but there is so many grooming and pedo elements.

#booksky #torisoods

I’m writing (or trying to) write a story about disability and parents 🙂‍↕️

I’m gonna add the little ‘for you’ for my mom so “for mom” 🙂‍↕️ because it’s lowkey our story — kachow.

Holy heck, she’s like a mini Beyoncé— she’s adorable

No lies detected.

Coffee ice cream & House of Leaves 👉👈

I like finished another journal/notebook thingy… right at the end of the year 🫧 anyway — another

a man in a grey coat looks at the camera ALT: a man in a grey coat looks at the camera

I’m gonna watch Twilight with my mom — and make art or something with paint and stuff while she plays Monopoly Go 🤧

No Man’s Sky and Cyberpunk 2077 are proof positive that GAMES NEED TIME AND PATIENCE TO PROPERLY DEVELOP.

WHEN YOU RUSH AND CRUNCH, IT HURTS THE WHOLE PROCESS

I hold onto things I don’t need if they were made when you would have still been alive — empty gift cards, old notebooks, expired metro cards and junk mail addressed to nobody that I’ve never opened and still hadn’t gotten around to tossing.

I don’t really think it’s the best time to take advice from a r//apist.

I owe the library money 💀💀

It’s Saturday, there’s nothing important to do… not really.

I’m sitting here regardless flinching like there’s some deadline breathing down my neck

It’s gay to like men, it’s gay to like women, fellas — I think life might be gay

Take the gun

Leave the cannolis

Wait

I can’t wait to see the same 25 songs I’ve been listening to 🤧🤧🤧

He’s just a boy

Things I might post about:

✯ writing
✯ video game
✯ art
✯ mental health
✯ vents
✯ probably a few rants 🤧saving those for threads though

I’m trying to work on myself, I keep flipping from giving up to keeping on — I just wanna be okay 🧸

Me: I cleared the table for dessert.

Her: Why did you leave these cranberries out?

Me: DON’T TOUCH THEM!!!

Her: What…Why???

Me: You have to let them linger.

Virgo mom and cancer dad 😭

Thank you for saying this, I appreciate it — I really needed to read this today

I don’t make it easy to help me though… I hide my crying by forcing myself to fake sneeze… I’ve gotten really good at faking sneezes and yawns to “explain the tears” in my eyes and my sniffling.

What else can I do?

I’m so tired. I just want a break.

No job.
No school.
Just a GED.
Disabled.
No friends.
No place to go.
Nothing to do except the shit I’m doing at home.

My birthday is in 68 days give or take — I don’t know if I’ll have any after that however. It might be the last for me.

I’m so depressed and suicidal, it’s insane. I don’t have anyone I can vent to outside of AI or screaming into the void and even still, I don’t think the void even hears me.

I’m trying but healing alone is the loneliest and most depressing thing anyone can do lmao — if it doesn’t kill me.