zoey is anxious 𐦍 MDNI

the meds keeping me sane are also making me fat

0 days sober damn

ok my soup + protein powder & a slice of bread is exactly 500kcal

found one that isn't based on a month which i like

caterpillarsky

yes i think it's normal & honestly a really lovely thing to see an older child still able to enjoy play & have an imagination. i think into adulthood also it is important to keep in touch with ur inner child!

need a cute cal tracker to keep me on track fr 🥀

i think i will be ok if i stay under 500kcal today & chicken + rice soup will do the trick(i hope)

so real, been trying very hard the past month to be sober after nearly 6 years of being a weed addict but it's such a struggle fr

also my mom just ate & it smells so good in the kitchen 😭

I've managed a 20 hour fast
so i may have some soup bc the low blood sugar anxiety is getting to me

yeah the number didn't go down 😭🥀
didn't go up either but like, I've been working so hard to res 🥀

meowwww

need my blood work results to come back this waiting is excruciating

caterpillarsky used to be so poppin but i hope people r recovering bc this disorder fucking sucks

ive drank a lot of liquid already but i wanna weigh... idk tho i NEED the number to be lower than last time..

I'd completely do the same 💯

Take Care of Him

here’s my music too.
streaming my music helps a TON!
i get “royalties,” so if you don’t have the means to donate? or you don’t feel comfortable enough sharing my GoFundMe to your irl’s? (which i completely understand)
listening to my (now very old) music helps too! 🩵
open.spotify.com/track/2iMmlS...

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( low bmi )
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( tiny waist ) ( high grades )
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smaller smaller smaller smaller i need to be smaller

I need to hurry up and get skinny bro
Its embarrassing being this big💀💀💀
It looks so bad on me
Odd body bitch

someone called me "thicc" not long ago & they meant it as a compliment but it made me wanna never eat again 😭

i eat on the weekends bc I'm with my bf but during the week it's liquid fasts

Ive basically just stopped buying groceries bc I'm sick & tired of having food around me

Im determined to not eat today my fat ass does NOT need it

someone told me today they weighed less than 80lbs at one point & oh my god i couldn't help but feel insanely jealous 🥀

i was so close to my goal weight & then i was convinced to try recovery & gained 30 fucking pounds

i just wanna be skinny :(

FIRST DAY OF SPOOKY SEASON

meooww i LOVE the typing quirk omg its so cutie ฅ⁠^⁠•⁠ﻌ⁠•⁠^⁠ฅ

omg twins :o
but that's a crazy reason to unfollow someone