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@violeteternalnight.bsky.social

Miserable 26 year old binge eater trying to get skinny, also very obsessed w/ vampires, mysticism, horror & rock music 5’8” hw: 275.4 lb cw: 230s lb ugw: 110 lb she/her & terminally bisexual *DNI if you’re not EDbsky*

15 Followers  |  11 Following  |  53 Posts  |  Joined: 07.11.2024  |  1.8739

Latest posts by violeteternalnight.bsky.social on Bluesky

How do I find more edbsky moots?

14.09.2025 22:02 β€” πŸ‘ 3    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I’ve also been gaining & losing & gaining the same few lbs & I’m just…really powerless feeling

14.09.2025 22:01 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Anyways, it moved fast, it’s not even been 2 months with this guy but now it’s slowed down & it feels comfortable & safe, we’re just enjoying our time together & taking it slow knowing that eventually we want to meet. We’ve done a video call & everything & we spend a lot of time on voice calls πŸ₯Ή

14.09.2025 22:00 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

away after I confronted him & got a really disappointing & honestly disturbing response. Anyways, I moved on & kept trying to meet people online (literally the only way for me) & once I stopped trying, I found someone after that (online lol) & he’s amazing & unlike any guy I’ve ever met.

14.09.2025 21:58 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Update: I sorted out the shit that was making me so upset & guilty. I had a rough breakup, it was my fault & I wanted him back & was losing my mind. Then I got lonely & started looking for someone new & that’s what made me feel guilty. Then I found out this ex was a f**der lmao & the guilt melted

14.09.2025 21:58 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
14.09.2025 21:53 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Yes, don’t even worry about it! If you wanted to, you could even add a few more stripes of silver, it would be super gothicπŸ–€πŸ€

14.09.2025 19:03 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Omg I hope you feel better soon & that you heal well! πŸ’—

14.09.2025 18:58 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

done if I’d continued going to normal school.

31.08.2025 23:00 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Same here, I always had a very high reading level, aced basically every class, but struggled so much with math. I think I have dyscalculia. My last year of middle school & all of high school I went to a private school that was a special education school which definitely helped. Idk what I would’ve

31.08.2025 22:59 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

Hold up…we have too much in common 😭

31.08.2025 21:34 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

This is how I feel everytime I remember that those little pyramid shaped teabags are made of plastic but I really like a brand of tea that uses those πŸ˜…

31.08.2025 00:45 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

This is Texas cultural appropriation & I won’t stand for it! πŸ˜‚

05.07.2025 06:20 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I missed you too!

03.06.2025 19:32 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I think he has an addiction & needs an intervention

03.06.2025 19:32 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

not just from being anxious, I implemented some rules I have been sticking to & that has helped a lot)

03.06.2025 18:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I’ve been super sad then super guilty/anxious & also super sad & it’s really helped me lose weight lol. The sadness alone was making me binge though even though it made me feel sick in the mornings. Now the guilt & anxiety is lifting & I’m still making a big effort to keep up the good work (it was

03.06.2025 18:15 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 1

Check on your gym rat friends ❀️

03.06.2025 18:13 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 1    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

PLEASE I would think you’re so cool if I saw you irl, I’d be too scared to talk to you lol

03.06.2025 18:11 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
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I’m 230 today, this is progress, I know it’s a low bar but I haven’t been out of the 230’s in years (not counting when it was due to muscle loss lol)

03.06.2025 18:10 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

My life is really shitty right now, I don’t how to even start to explain

29.04.2025 04:18 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

If that helps you during a hard time then please don’t be ashamed, you deserve to relax & be kind to yourself πŸ«‚

28.03.2025 04:23 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

You’re anything but that 🩷

28.03.2025 04:22 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Love you mootie πŸ’—

23.03.2025 19:46 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Going insane going insane going insane!!!! I’m so obsessed with what my body composition is & the fact that I can’t know & if I gain I’m upset even though I know some is muscle from being more active now, but I’m sure it’s mostly fat! I hate this shit, I’m exhausted

04.03.2025 19:24 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

We're at $144/$431! Please keep sharing and liking, I'm so thankful for any & all help. πŸ–€ We're come so far & my dental work is ALMOST FINISHED! only 2 fillings left!!!!

12.02.2025 03:14 β€” πŸ‘ 20    πŸ” 17    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 2

Me to myself

05.02.2025 01:10 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0
Tub of homemade matcha green tea ice cream made from 2% milk, vanilla whey protein powder, matcha powder & maple syrup

Tub of homemade matcha green tea ice cream made from 2% milk, vanilla whey protein powder, matcha powder & maple syrup

Tub of homemade chocolate orange ice cream made from 2% milk, 0 fat Greek yogurt, vanilla whey protein powder, cocoa powder, orange extract & maple syrup

Tub of homemade chocolate orange ice cream made from 2% milk, 0 fat Greek yogurt, vanilla whey protein powder, cocoa powder, orange extract & maple syrup

I just needed to share my N*nja Cr*ami creations here, I have been so obsessed with this lmao (pic 1. is matcha, pic 2. is chocolate orange, not pictured is lemon blackberry)

02.02.2025 09:50 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you again Joseph! We're at $120/$431! Please keep sharing and liking, I'm so thankful for any & all help!

14.01.2025 03:19 β€” πŸ‘ 18    πŸ” 13    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

STOP, the imagery πŸ˜…

02.02.2025 09:44 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

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