scr!Ath

1. write a song that is directed at yourself, saying your dreams will never come true and everything is hopeless.

2. it is your new favorite despite only being halfway done.

3. continue to pursue your dreams even though you wrote it to make yourself STOP doing that.

4. results pending.

keeping up the tradition of rearranging the entire song when it WAS ALMOST DONE.

I've also been playing with the idea of a more down-to-earth kind of name and imagery for reasons but we'll see

I suck at deadlines but uhhh Hopefully around the end of July, August 1st at the latest, I may have something...?
even though I should really be studying for my microbiology exams next week hA

i startle really easily so holidays like this one kinda...well it's the perfect opportunity to (safely) learn how to make really loud dubstep

help i want to kiss my lab partner on her face

doubles as a drying pan

OH MYGOD ITS BEAUTIFUL

Hot take: if you’re starting a new hobby, maybe don’t spend over hundreds of dollars and put yourself in debt over something you’re not even sure you like yet…

…What is up with TikTok and their overconsumption with hobbies, like bro start off small okay?

better yet, consider unsubscribing from HBO/Max the week before her show comes out (& if you rejoin, wait until the HP season is over). it's not enough to *not* watch it – HBO needs to know it will hurt their bottom line if they continue producing it

Happy Pride Month! Friendly reminder that:

-Pride was a protest, and we STILL need to protest for our rights

-There's no LGBT without the T, in fact, there is a queer community THANKS to the T

-The only ones that don't belong at Pride are bigots and cops, and that includes identity police

A pride flag made with lizards.

We are everywhere. We are inevitable. Even if we are silenced and suppressed, we will always be.

and don’t forget, bi/pan people are valid and part of this community no matter the gender of their partners 💖

Happy pride month to my 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ people’s💖💖

A derpy looking Godzilla whose spines and atomic breath are rainbow colors, absolutely leveling Chiaco, at the request of the commissioner

Gayzilla said Happy Pride Month

My little mascot/persona/character! It's inspired by wraiths and gremlins/goblins, and is pretty much an exercise in self-acceptance where I amplify and visualize my insecurities. A pale humanoid creature with purple-tinged skin stands with open arms. There is such little flesh on it that internal structures (tracheal cartilage, sternal vertebrae) are visible, lying just under the skin. It wears a robe that clings tight to the body, but has loose sleeves. It wears a cracked, old mask that has seen better days. Its long, burgundy hair is tied in a braid which floats behind it. A sinister dark fog emanates from it. The background is the sapphic pride flag!

My little mascot/persona/character! It's inspired by wraiths and gremlins/goblins, and is pretty much an exercise in self-acceptance where I amplify and visualize my insecurities. A pale humanoid creature with purple-tinged skin stands with open arms. There is such little flesh on it that internal structures (tracheal cartilage, sternal vertebrae) are visible, lying just under the skin. It wears a robe that clings tight to the body, but has loose sleeves. It wears a cracked, old mask that has seen better days. Its long, burgundy hair is tied in a braid which floats behind it. A sinister dark fog emanates from it. The background is the sunset lesbian pride flag!

My little mascot/persona/character! It's inspired by wraiths and gremlins/goblins, and is pretty much an exercise in self-acceptance where I amplify and visualize my insecurities. A pale humanoid creature with purple-tinged skin stands with open arms. There is such little flesh on it that internal structures (tracheal cartilage, sternal vertebrae) are visible, lying just under the skin. It wears a robe that clings tight to the body, but has loose sleeves. It wears a cracked, old mask that has seen better days. Its long, burgundy hair is tied in a braid which floats behind it. A sinister dark fog emanates from it. The creature faces a pink glow, its back to the darkness.

so i got a tablet for school because it's apparently a requirement. turns out i can draw on it.
this took...way too long. but in my defense, i was navigating a new program and a new device and all that.

propaganda we're not falling for:
- there's no nature in cities/urban areas
- we already know everything about plants & animals
- nature photography requires expensive camera equipment
- you need a degree to contribute to science
- you need to travel far to see interesting species

YOOOOO fellow ginger!!!

it's been over 2 years since I started making music digitally and today is the day I figure out how to use a compressor for the first time lol

good news: I might finally release something soon-ish

bad news: it's...uh...it's...well. it's...yeah.

is it really a recording day if I don't make weird noises into the mic

i may not have THE lesbian song i made out by the time Pride Month is over, but i think i'll have A lesbian song out before Pride Month ends.
if not, ehhhh every month is Pride.

i've wanted to make hardstyle ever since i got into digital music production. i have tried many times, and never succeeded.
today, i accidentally made hardstyle.

i have just completed the best research paper of my life.
it has figures. headings. captions. it is elegantly formatted and easy to read. it has 1.5 pages of straight-up citations.

...and it was done last-minute. would've been better if i gave myself more time. i love ADD.

IM SO BACK
as soon as I'm done with these...7 organic chemistry lab reports and research paper...

A drawing of a cracked mask covers my face, but it's a mirror selfie from when I had bangs. I'm squatting, pretending to be cool. My hand holding the phone looks like something straight out of a zombie movie, but that's how it is.

I mean............I absolutely owe it to myself to get these vibes back it's immaculate

i found pics from a couple years ago when i had bangs and a sliver of self-confidence and, like....my heart fluttered a little?

i grew them out bc they were a pain, but now.......definitely getting those bangs back.

i am writing a song for a snapping turtle i met the other day. i will serenade him/her/them. we will be the best of friends.

Words cannot describe how much I love snapping turtles