Aldia (Dee)

Desperately in lust with a postop bunny tgirl call that falling down the rabbit hole.

it sucks that pocketwatches are broadly considered "masculine" by society. i want my convinient visual shorthand for robbing you of your agency to communicate that this is a lesbian act which is occuring

Actually thats probably jsut the rape trauma

Why the hell cant i have nice sex dreams that aren't immediately followed in sequence by unrelated nightmares

The Divine Comedy takes more influence from other epic poems than it does the bible! Because it places itself in that tradition explicitly and is in direct dialogue with it!

My pet peeve is calling things like Paradise Lost or The Divine Comedy "fan fiction"

That isn't how fiction works. Or religion. Its the fucking collective labor of human culture

Notably the term presupposes the existence of fandom which is not a magically transhistorical concept

Is there an FFS that can just halve the size of my ginormous head and then kill me instantly

you are walking the woods at night and spot this what you do?

“The difference is we don’t protect Bill Clinton!”

We have literally known he’s a repeat sexual predator for decades and he still does the keynote at DNC events. Bullshit. Both parties defend predators. Both parties ELEVATE predators.

I know these doubt/loathing spirals are self-fulfilling prophecies that make me more unpleasant and increase every anxiety I have.

But consider

The fact that Mass Effect made most of the aliens bland humanoids but you still can only be human is annoying

The whole first human spectre thing is extremely uncompelling.

I can't sleep and I'm self-hatred spiraling myself into a fucking ulcer.

reflected by its designers and writers as proof that this understanding is correct

It feels ashamed to be an RPG and wishes this sort of grade-school naval-gazing could meet the publishing standards of

*checks notes*

Wizards of the Coast

Ill push on. But my god.

to explore, the various models quickly losing their novelty as you realize there is no distinction or exploration of culture

This is a diverse and multicultural city in the same way a tub of action figures is

Sure, it is critical of TNO's role as the Ultimate Solipsist, but this worldview is

cynical caricature

I just finished act 1, granted. But im confused as to why I should *care*

Why should i push through endless combat encounters that the game couldn't be bothered to make meaningful?

Why should I perform endless fetch quests for one note characters?

Sigil itself is dull

"Planescape: Torment is a great novel trapped in a mediocre RPG" just makes me think gamers don't read enough books

Avellone is at his most Avellone here. The world rotating around the player so much that its actively insulting. No one believes strongly in anything, everyone is just a vaguely

The quest structure of 90s rpgs was generally bad

Dialogue systems were weak

Hint: 90% of the time the long, rambling dialogue is the correct one

Honestly Planescape Torment is just sort of fine? More annoying snarky dialogue, surpassing BG2, but im not reallt getting it

Sorry to say, but me when u followed lol

Is that dissent

Squeeezes

Anyway if any1 is in a position 2 help a trans girl not b homeless on its birthday in 2 weeks over ridiculous bullshit hmu and I can give u a PayPal or w/e

Everybody who can, please help out my friend

This isnt anywhere near as strong but fuck. My pain is gone. I can engage. I can *feel*

And im gonna lose it

God i get why my brother ruined his life for opioids. I am so sorry man

God i hope this bed doesnt suck

consider instead that i need to seal myself in a stone room and contain the inherent sin of my existence

I tend to agree with your assessment :33

Out of the sadness dimension. Cut it out. Antlers in the game

>~< youre very very hot and cool

Dee, knelt, red top, black skirt, silver key pendant

Silly time :3