Nyx

Finally some good quality paper!

Ngl it fucking sucks to get comments on the first two chapters and then radio silence on the following four…

I’m just worried I’ll end up giving up again and deleting the whole thing for good, but we’ll see

Posted chapter 4 out of 12 today, and after fixing chapters 7 and 8, I still need to finish chapter 9, then write all of chapters 10 and 11 (12 was one of the first I wrote)

I get, in a way, that “write for yourself, not others” thing but man is it disheartening to barely get a comment and five kudos

Been spending hours these past few days fixing/doing editing of a fic I originally started two years ago but gave up on bc of the lack of interest from readers which really made me feel like shit for months

Followed a tutorial by @/andrea-nelson-art on YouTube

Painting flowers is fun! Today it was lupines

I’m getting really tired of trying tbh

Also gonna note down not only the date but which colours I’ve used, and which brand (as I have both zig kuretake and Windsor and newton)

Gonna fill this small watercolour book with plant and flower paintings only

Happy pride

Been wanting to paint junimos for a while and finally sat down to do so

💔

Got the art nouveau watercolour set from ZIG kuretake in the mail today and I’m in love

She chonky

Astarion is a wannabe

Shart is not like the other girls

Barely touched BG3 after Veilguard came out (then Avowed, then AC: Shadows), but now with the new patch I wanna try again, with all companions specced to the new subclasses to change things up a bit

hear hear

Need variety in texture bc too much of the same makes me gag.

That’s not including how much it changes day to day, with not coming up with anything even remotely tempting. Like these past few days, where eating feels more like a chore

Really wanna eat (a lot) healthier than I do but man it is so hard when there’s so much I cannot stand, be it taste, texture and/or smell

Like tomato, bell peppers, mushroom, avocado, banana. Fish/seafood can taste too much like fish/seafood. Can’t be too crunchy/hard, or mushy.

Assuming you're not intentionally a transphobe, please just ditch Harry Potter. There's plenty of much, MUCH better-written fantasy made by authors who aren't absolute shit.

And if you ARE intentionally a transphobe, kindly either fuck off or educate yourself, whichever you're capable of.

Having Thoughts™️ about #emmrook and Rook after #emmrich is gone

I’m in love (also cutest brush ever)

Once I’m caught up, I’ll re-read You Feel it Just Below the Ribs

Re-listening to Within the Wires, working my way through the first seven seasons again (on s6 now) as I haven’t listened to any of s8 and 9, and I feel like I should have made like a “cheat sheet” or “who’s who” thing to see how they’re all connected so I can actually comprehend it