Kere

i think making myself a piece of gray-ace pride clothing would help me feel a little better

like a belt or something

plenty of natural sources of purple dye where i live??

im allowed to be proud of how confident i am at staying lucid and responsibly minded while my grasp on reality literally dissolves

its like a really difficult thing for me to have learned and know how to reliably perform, ok

im good at this and it makes me feel good to think im good at it

i am in the "starting to make sense of what all these passage-way based entities keep trying to tell me" stage of chronic stress-induced psychotic symptoms

but im actually very not much else besides someone who knows how to healthily endure and process frequent emotional floods of terror

very high levels of being good and nothing else

happy to see other people appreciate the workwear with cute animal faces on it idea : )

delightful to see

it's really hard being a kind lovable sweetiepie who's also an antisocial hermit

at the risk of contributing to a broken record: is the jank not part of the beauty?

hate to break it to you..

ugh god so real

ugh

Fisheye view of a four legged fish-like creature running at dawn, with bloody front claws

look at this weird fucker i made, i love fucking around with colors so much lately

#art #horrorart #horror #illustration #horrorillustration

Venezuelans celebrating winning the Nobel.

Congratulations to Venezuela on winning the Nobel Peace Prize. ❤️🇻🇪

this would go hard if you kept them in a tiny basket in front of a guillotine

in this scenario, using outdated tool also makes ghostly airborne particulate matter and the ghosts of work safety equipment manufacturers make ghostly face masks

in case you were wondering

wanting to bring yer faces closer and get intimate but the PPE is in the way of kissing or even bringing yer cheeks together, tantalizing the both of you..

💕📝😌🤌🏽

my beautiful wife had this problem for awhile and went to physical therapy, where they learned about things like "nerve flossing" and related types of stretches (there's two more that i think are various levels of intensity on the same "nerve-pulling" basis) and it cleared their issue right up

thank you!!

i think i needed to hear that 🥲

a tiny guard having its eye carefully sawed to shape with its blade nearby, both on a jewelers saw horse

the corners on a tiny tang transition being sharpened

the scale and finish on the inside of a cup guard being smoothed out with a diamond ball bit in a drill press

the bulk of the progress of a day of tiny sword making, an epée with guard, an arming sword with guard and half made buckler and a nude side sword held precariously in front of a tomato plant and wire fence

haven't been posting much of my work lately, whoops

been dealing with a lot- my meds made me ideate/very angry so now im unmedicated for a bit, my wife and i became homeowners yesterday so we're moving, etc

but heres three proto- tournament prizes im making on commission in the middle of all this

id like to see the yawning dark's reaction to being encroached on instead for once in it's intangible, omnipresent life

im nearly there myself

a barely made tiny epée with cartoony exaggerated features held in an open palm infront of a window

im a metalworker 🥲

the broken attempt has pretty much the right thickness (unmade ball end and unmet edges notwithstanding)

making these out of scavenged car springs

im normalizing the blank rn before grinding, realizing i should've normalized it post straightening but pre shaping

a ruined attempt at a tiny epée sitting on an anvil, also there's some forge scale scattered about

this is mostly what all the previous attempts look like-

warped (wouldn't be a huge deal since its easily undone but then it just keeps happening every time they're requenched), unmet blade edges, cracked off tangs or ball ends

not to mention the blade cross section

man, making a tiny epée blade is fucking tough

fourth times the charm?

forging it super chunky and mostly doing removal this time

"salem stop apologizing for offering us delicious cake and saying the next cake will be even more delicious" challenge

difficulty: .. achievable?

if yer feeling emotionally stranded, societally invalidated in yer love for altruistic giving or just need some soft loving words that repeat yer own sense of connective compassion back to you, i recommend it whole heartedly

"Braiding Sweetgrass" is also good

my comic i drew for myself

im adding this to my list of fringe political beliefs

does anyone else with chronic intense GI problems sometimes just give in and do a minimal flushing diet and/or do a senna/etc purge in preparation for an event where you just really really really dont want to have to deal with the constant pain and other symptoms?

im about to, wish me luck 😩🤞🏽

putting a warm one back together with the girls

someone rip out my guts and replace them with some kind of combo of fuel chute, fire pot and ash catcher system, please

i no longer wish to rely on constantly painful, scar-filled meat to absorb nutrients

let me run on charcoal

it'll work, it'll totally work

c'mon man