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but internet activities aside, i have been doing really really well without medication for a while now. i just don't have a lot of energy to do stuff -after- i do all the things i need to do. but i AM doing the things i need to do, so, that's what really matters, i guess

in other news, i have health insurance again! so hopefully will be back on adhd medication soon TM (which means i will be back on the internet, doing things)

every time this website forces me to log in again i am one step closer to never logging in again

#pixelart #ドット絵

he was still alive??

jk i almost got into a car crash on my way home from work and now im home late and im exhausted.

i might go live tonight ...

i feel very loved this year 🥺

final fantasy xi :')

i've been playing the same game since 2003

all of the random things in my life are stacking together nicely and my new company did NOT make me sign a non compete agreement so.... perhaps .... jewelery design stream soon?

everything is really good! i think that is contributing to m y lack of being online

Yeah when I was joking around with linux from scratch on stream, someone told me about this, and I was instantly obsessed with it. As sad as the story of the creator is, and as ridiculous as the premise is, it is an incredible feat for just one person to make that

this is a joke in case anyone thinks i'm serious

everyone's upset about windows and linux fedora when the perfect OS has existed all along??

#pixelart #ドット絵

the rage bait affects us all, creator or not, unlike television there's no way to change the channel because every internet "channel" has been 24/7 news-cycle-ified. we're fed fear at every single point on here.

privacy was never my biggest concern online but now that it's just perfectly ok to scrape everything to feed to ai, my art, my face, my voice, idk. just makes me not want to be here at all. it just isn't fun to be here anymore.

the more i watch the online landscape change, the less i want to be here. i'm sorry that i haven't been actively posting my art or streaming. the internet just isn't the fun open place i grew up on anymore, it's a rage factory, and everything you post can just be stolen to recreate your likeness.

this just in - ai is just as racist and stupid as the people you trained it on! this is shocking news to idiots!

bro i can't even bring myself to play a game i like for 2 hours for $70 im not cut out for the streaming biz

i hate amazon so much lol

we commissioned inkie last year and i highly recommend!! our commission was the third one pictured here! (vtuber wafful_) :D

(my b day is in 2 weeks btw, but my new boss got it mixed up)

my first birthday at a new job... i get to watch the shock on everyone's faces when they realize how old i am lmao

i am, once again, a responsible job-having adult

I'm at NYCC! Cosplaying Lapis Lazuli with a Steven Universe cosplayer :) if you see us say hello ~

the wings... are not doing so hot, guys....

details: inspired by hanfu fabric i see in c-dramas, i designed and machine embroidered the edge of the skirt using inkscape/inkstitch and my jade 35. the thread is UV reactive. it was my first major embroidery project and it could be better but i'm happy with it

skirt ✅ top ✅ wig ✅ now all i need to do is finish the wings, and paint a star on my bf's shirt so he can be steven lmao. i will take pics of the full costume with wig and makeup tomorrow