Sofie

My whole life feels like a lie that I crafted and sold to myself, as if to obfuscate the fucked up things that have happened to me.

No more, I'm taking back my life, and I'm gonna live and be loved.

Anyway fuck trauma, I'll delete this later, I just needed a good rant 😅

What do you mean my ex tackling and biting my head to stop me from smoking a cigarette is abuse?

No Sofie, that's not a funny story, you literally got sexually assaulted by two students in front of multiple other people in your highschool library...

Like what do you mean being choked "Homer Simpson" style by my dad multiple times throughout my life with the last time being when I was 30 isn't a "normal" thing people go through?

Something I've learned talking to my therapist and friends is the realization that I was abused most of my life, and things I thought were "normal" were actually far from it. I've never been able to process it because I've been surviving one after another.

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I have some sweet and cute interactions indoors though and those mean everything to me 😊

I already cry a bunch when people treat me nicely because its still such an alien feeling.

A date where I dont feel pressured/obligated to pay for everything or have sex, go mostly untouched during sex, and feel like I get to participate and am being listened to during conversations would ruin me.

One of these days I'm going to go out on a date where the other person doesn't leave me feeling like absolute shit by the end of it and its gonna break my poor lil brain

If the smell of axe body spray didn't make me a lesbian, it would have be one of the million other crimes men have done.

Hate these days where the bare essentials - food, sleep, work, chores - take 100% of you, and you just have to accept that it's a day you aren't really living, and that all kinds of joyful things you could be doing or sharing in are going to pass you by. I hate how many of my days are like this

Picture of a glory hole in a bathroom stall. The next panel shows a clingon steering through the hole with the caption hello? The next panel is it a closer look at the clingon face caption reads "is anyone there?!"the final panel is just the eye of the Klingon caption reads "I see glory!"

the best meme

Every Vulcan ever-

"You wouldn't like me when I'm horny"

Harry Kim-
"Tuvok, I fell in love with a holodeck program. I need you to lobotomize me."

Tuvok-
"Intriguing..."

Yeahh the "holier than thou'" attitude is infuriating, especially when you live with it

Calling it "ai Art" feels wrong, because lets be real. It's not art, and you're not artists. Children in Kindergarten haphazardly drawing on a wall is art, y'all are just thieves and not even good ones because you make a program do all the work for you

Actually starting to think I need to begin taking intermittent leave for mental health reasons. Being trans and working in trans healthcare is hard, and crying multiple times a day from being used as the emotional support doll is getting to be too much

Straight Edge™ is like being an incel but instead you make avoiding substances your entire personality.

Sober people on the other hand are chill af, love my sober friends

I would actually die of embarrassment if one of them saw this somehow, but since the chance of that happening is sooooooo tiny, I think I'll get to keep living 😊

sliced a leek and sprung a leak

Are all "Straight Edge™" people with the stupid X tattoos assholes, or just every single one I've interacted with?

Men that could get it, no questions asked (in no particular order)-
Mads Mikkelsen
Idris Elba
Rahul Kohli
Matt Ryan
Manny Jacinto
Sam Witwer
Dev Patel
Tim Henson
Robert Pattinson
Nick Apostolides

Getting called a "straggot" was not on my 2026 bingo card 😩

If I decided to get back into streaming should I be SFW and stream on twitch? or NSFW and stream on a different platform?

oh hiiii gorgeous 😘

If you struggle with injections like I do, you might want to check this out. I use it myself and its helped me finally be able to injection on my own.

At my clinic we recommend,

•21g/1in for draw

•23g or 25g for IM (either is fine), 1in or 1.5in depending on how thick your thigh is.

Garak- "I don't care if I was drugged! I liked it!"

Bashir-

a man in a suit and tie is smiling while sitting at a desk with his eyes closed ALT: a man in a suit and tie is smiling while sitting at a desk with his eyes closed

Odo- "You would shoot a man in the back??"

Garak-

I need to dye and have my hair cut but I honestly don't know what to do for either. Any suggestions?

When Quark said, "Don't play with my ears, unless you're serious about it" I felt that.