Dr. Nebulexx

I have escaped hell, but my body still feels like I'm there...

AHS is fucking useless yet again. "What do you think we can do for you?" Fuck off and actually help me instead of blaming me for not being able to tolerate this shit living situation.

In hospital for mental health reasons. Been here for 4 hours and the only thing I've been asked is if I'm on my period. I don't see how that's relevant. Also they keep misgendering me and trying to call me by my femme middle name...

#TDoV

I am trans. My ability to create art in the way that is most natural and fulfilling to me has been stolen.

I am trans. My acceptance in the local queer community has been stolen.

I am trans. My life has been stolen.

Stolen by a r@pist and the victim blamers that believe them.

Being trapped in my own body is terrifying. Going to preserve my energy as much as possible these next two weeks...

Who in Edmonton would like some free portraits this weekend? I'm testing a new (to me) camera and lens combo and want to do some portrait shots with it. I'd only need about half an hour of your time and you'll get edited pictures out of the deal. Respond in the comments. Thanks!

I am so down for some funky photography!

Hannah Gadsby is fantastic! I'd love to hear your thoughts when you're done!

You’re not the only one who feels like you’re losing your mind. Everyone I talk to has said this to me. This world is taking a toll on all of us, even those who are trying not to pay attention. Let this connect you to other people in solidarity rather than isolate you.

I think we’re all probably experiencing at least some low grade dissociation. Covid, a summer of disasters showing climate change is here, the genocide in Gaza, one thing after another gives us the sense of unreality and each is too huge to fit inside any one mind. Fear, powerlessness, despair.

sex . drugs and art for us poors

Only the well-off can afford the best therapy.

Poster on a wall that says "A world without trans people has never existed and never will"

"A world without trans people has never existed and never will"
Poster spotted in Olympia, WA

Whenever in the past you made your initial post doesn't matter. The fact that you never apologized nor did better means you still deserve to be called out for it. :)

They had nothing to do with this. Leave them the hell alone. I saw your heinous reply and couldn't ignore it. I am not so kind or patient as they are to wish you well. I hope you learn what it's like on the street and develop some empathy for fellow suffering humans.

A screenshot that clearly shows me saying the phrase "grow up, focus on your own life" to this person. This person then sent a reply using that same phrase later in the day.

Are you seriously trying to gaslight me over something I and anyone who cares to look can see?

Did you never learn reading comprehension? Or are you simply continuing this pointless tirade because you can't bear to examine your own pathetic life? You're literally parroting my words back to me thinking that will be effective somehow. I pity you.

Using sarcasm only undermines the very little credibility you had when you made your first inane statement. Get over yourself. You think just because you're trans you can speak for all of us. Grow up, focus on your own life.

Who in the hell gave you the right? You don't know anyone's feelings or background other than your own. Consider keeping your harmful shit spewing to yourself before you get backlash you can't handle. 🤔

So you're gatekeepers transness, gender expression, and bodily autonomy, too, I see. What's wrong with one breast? Why do things have to be so binary? Only two or none is acceptable? This same gatekeeping is preventing me from having access to bottom surgery that would alleviate my dysphoria.

Every time I see Trans Day of Visibility abbreviated as TDOV, I correct it in my head to “Trans Day of Vengeance.”

I have the cutest lion, hyena, and patient in my life and I have no idea how this happened 🥰🥰🥰

Nebulexx lays in dim lighting on its stomach in bed, it's chin resting on a pillow. It is looking up at the camera with an upset expression. In the background one can dimly see Nebulexx's round butt.

I'm drowning in my own body and mind. Can't function, can't move, can't breathe.

Have a moody photo. If you look closely, there is butt.

Paint has an urgent need to get the healthcare he has been denied for a decade.

Beyond the cost factor, there is also time needed to heal before they can start his dancing program this summer.

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