Zay.

Life update, for those who don't follow me on Twitter: shit's still kinda fucked, but I'm in a much better place than I was this time last year. Because this time I am filled with an uncompromising motivation to get shit in order.

Man, looking back on this about a year later is pretty funny.

Like, I'm feeling a lot of things, and pride is not one of them.

There's a lot of excitement in the comments and stuff, and I've had people try it and tell me they're having a blast with it, and that I should feel proud of myself and all that shit... but I don't.

So, I pushed out a big update for Equinox. An update that essentially fills out just about everything that wasn't touched in 2.5... and I think the predominant emotion I'm feeling right now is exasperation.

YouTube video by ｢ ZAY ｣ Project EQUINOX Complete — Version 3.0 Launch Trailer

Finally. www.youtube.com/watch?v=jO7T...

KH4 might've been a no-show, but I've won anyway.

If Kingdom Hearts IV gets re-revealed at the State of Play - and that is a mighty big if - then I will share something about the last Equinox form that hasn't been publicly showcased yet.

So, hear me out. I feel like the film Thunderbolts* may be for Bucky Barnes in the MCU what Dream Drop Distance was for Riku in KH.

Well. Things are moving again, on the modding front. I think I might actually see a release for Equinox 3.0 in the near future. (As opposed to a big question mark.)

Get more from The Modder Known As Zay on Patreon Currently working on Project Equinox, a KH3 Riku overhaul.

Not gonna ask for people to sub to my Patreon, because there's not a whole lot going on there currently. But if you are so inclined to support me anyway, then I won't stop you. patreon.com/zaymods

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Hate to do this, but I really need help, guys. The reserves I had from my last semester at school have completely run out, and I need money for food and gas. At least enough to get me through a few weeks.

I mean, okay. Sure, whatever. If they wanna ignore those games and act like they don't exist, then that's their prerogative. I may not get it... but I don't care enough to debate these people.

Okay, maybe there will be a trailer. But it won't be a long one.

I'm gonna be honest, I'm so tired from working on this update that I think I'm just gonna casually drop it when it's done. No trailer, no big fanfare. Just a little "here you go, hope you enjoy it."

Feel like today's a good day for me to mention how much I love and respect Tetsuya Nomura. Seriously, it fascinates me to this day how he perceives things and I will take every bit of content that is just him explaining his creative process and/or mindset regarding his works.

This is awesome, dude. I wonder if the Samurai Nobodies will be included in this mod.

this image is going to drive me insane

Me waiting (patiently) for the next drop of KH news.

Lost Soul Aside coming to PS5 and PC in 2025!

“Embark on an epic odyssey to save your sister and the whole of humankind from dimensional invaders”

Man. I felt that in my bones.

woah I'm sorry, Cloud. Won't happen again. Please don't hurt me

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