Moss💛

somebody invent a collar that electrocutes me every time i chew so i can be conditioned to stop eating like ppl do with dogs to stop barking

Like and repost if you have an eating disorder or if you hate Elon musk with every atom in your body <3

It’s been a while! I got diagnosed with gastroparesis a few months ago and I keep going through flares. This last flare changed something in me. I feel like I don’t deserve to eat because I keep throwing up. Well now it’s I generally don’t deserve to eat. So yeah, I’m back! How are you guys? #edsky

I’m back. I tried recovery but my chronic illnesses got worse and now I have lost a lot of weight in 2 weeks and so my ED is back in full swing🤷‍♀️

I just like feel like I wasn’t meant to live long. I think about the future and I don’t see me in it. That feeling combined with being passively su*c*dal is rough. I just don’t know what to do. #edsky

That was me with Hamilton! 😂

I’m seeing a friend tomorrow and wanted to dress cute but alas that failed. Got too overwhelmed with the reality of me and my body. I hate it here. #edsky

I have a CT scan Monday at 8:30am and dear lord why did I make it that early. Really need to have a talk with past me😂🤦‍♀️

After months of deliberation, I have given in and bought the horse bag from TikTok😂
Ngl I’m so excited

Not my art I just think it’s lovely!

Last night I couldn’t fall asleep bc it felt like something was wrong. I checked the outside cameras and my trunk was open. It was after 3am so I ran to avoid any monsters. I fear that did not help my OCD🤦‍♀️ #ocd

I always feel like I’m performing? Even when I’m “unmasked” I still don’t feel like me #edsky

I was given a pair of sweatpants and don’t get wrong I’m thankful, but why are they capris??? Why am I showing this much ankle in SWEATPANTS!?! #edsky #ihatecapris

Being autistic really sucks sometimes, I don’t understand how I’m supposed to act around anyone ever.

I keep waiting for the point in my life where that’s going to click and it never does. 🥲

What motivates you? Collarbones? Ribs? Of course same but also fingers. Long skinny fingers. Like my god please #edsky #caterpillarsky

I graduated a few weeks ago with my bachelors in psychology. I graduated in the top 1% of my class. And yet here I am. Mentally ill and not wanting to fight it. #edsky

My cat just climbed under the blanket and slept with me for an hour. I am sobbing😭 He was a stray and has taken only a few months to get to this point. He means the absolute world to me💛

That sounds delicious!

I never read #edsky as “ed sky” it’s always “edski” 😂😂

Height - 5'10”
Zodiac sign - Libra ♎️
Smoke? - no but considering picking it back up
Piercings - not any more
Tattoos - zero
Fave colour - yellow 💛
Fave drink - Dr. Pepper Zero
Fave food - Japanese
Eye colour - brown👁️👄👁️
Weakness - object permanence 🤦‍♀️

MY GOD YES👏👏 Like standing (unmedicated) my hr is 160+! That was always great for burning calories 😂

Here’s my boy Chester!

Drinking energy drinks to not feel hungry >>>>>>>>>
#edsky

Stem kinda! I know a lot about it and that was always my dream but I got too disabled and had to leave that behind. Hiker kinda too! I do what I can and always enjoy it!!

I stopped fighting against my ED and why does that feel so comforting? Restricting makes me feel like a good person which helps my OCD??? But also makes things worse/drags me deeper?? But I don’t mind ig. #edsky

cant fast bc family, feel huge, im losing my mind
#edsky #caterpillarsky

im dumb & worthless actually

You don’t deserve it but dear lord I have been struggling with the urge to relapse too. I’m 641 days clean and I’m struggling to keep that streak.

Very handsome grey tabby cat laying in a windowsill with the sunlight behind him.

In case anyone else is sad/anxious/etc. Here’s Chester and he’s super proud of you💛