not that I've been using this much anyway

I'm saying that but I'm going to keep backups, so I could bring it back at some point, just unlikely, I guess

official countdown until this account dies, yay

girls suffer so much

baby feelings

it's such a genuine thing I never had the chance to feel and that's pretty sad

getting to the end of cons and seeing groups of friends hugging and crying about how theyre going to miss each other always make me like, god, imagine having something like that

but idk what else I was expecting from gambling addicts, I guess

not that it really matters given I barely even talked there, but it's upsetting to see how casually rude people are nowadays

lol, they just kicked me without saying anything else

not because I cared about him or wanted to help, but because I needed to be in a group with someone who couldn't care less about it so I could do the whole thing alone without anyone bothering me

LIKE, THE ONLY DECENT INTERACTION I HAD WITH THIS DUDE WAS CARRYING HIM TROUGH A COLLEGE CLASS

ugh, WHY ARE PEOPLE LIKE THIS, how am I even supposed to answer this

we weren't even close, I didn't even remember he existed anymore

someone I haven't talked with for at least 8 years just messages me out of nowhere trying to make small talk, what the hell

dealing with people hard

yeah, I know! I didn't do anything today, for example, to at least try to send a message, but still, you know

but not being treated with the same care, nor even a quick update or what to expect is really leaving a sour taste in my mouth, I guess

I KNOW, BUT LIKE, I still wanted to be polite and nice, you know? I feel like that's the bare minimum, even if I don't know these people and will probably never talk with them again

am I being too nice, because like, lol

meanwhile, on the exact same server, there's a channel full of suitable people searching for a club

...and yet, it has been 48 hours and I still don't have anything else other than a "let me see if I can find someone"

when telling the leader I'm quitting, I specified I don't want to bother anyone, so I could keep doing daily fan runs until the end of the month if needed, but for them to focus on finding a replacement as I would rather not having to do that

kinda losing my mind with this club thing, because like

.........yeah

like, I couldn't even care less about he potentially being "one of the good ones", not being able to read the room is already enough of a turn off to make me want to get out

what's up with me complaining about men and getting one in my replies of that exact same post

I may be saying too much, but unfortunately that's not the case for everyone

you're literally the horny girl!!!

sigh

just little girl things