Rusted Edge

Vodka has stolen the favorite daughter position.

My boyfriend made the mistake of telling me that the pretty derby anime got a gacha game recently.

Anyways say hello to my five horse girl daughters who I love dearly.

(one of them is a terrorist, one is an alcoholic, one is imperialist, one is American, and one is nice.)

This game is awesome.

My family has only proven that they do not care for my happiness and comfort by pretending to do so.

I spent last evening sitting outside alone, until 9pm. They periodically stepped outside to try and get me to talk, but were smiling the entire time and seemed happy I was quiet and not being myself

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They say it isn’t that, but then proceed to list only things adjacent to being trans as the “problems” between us.

It wouldn’t be as bad if they were simply insulting the practice or whatever, and saying I’m wasting money.

But no, they’re effectively telling me that I am a waste of a child.

Open to advice on how to deal with my family being rather volatile and essentially destroying my self worth.

I am once again at an all time low because I find myself spiraling in this descent of hating myself because they cannot help but hate me due to my trans identity.

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Can a deer channel admin and a puppygirl channel admin really be lovers?

#deer 🦌

Yes I do.

Slungus

I really want a decent roleplay space game to be released that isn’t an absolute cash grab, and doesn’t have any of the discourse most horrendous spaces have at the moment.

Just a place where people play a giant open world TTRPG together.

Sadly, most MMO’s don’t scratch that itch anymore.

I haven’t posted in awhile but I’m rapidly realizing I simply dislike being a hater, so I’m being positive when possible and doing my best to make every stranger’s day better.

That, and it’s funny seeing hateful people squirm with discomfort when I’m nice to them anyways.

Thinking about just starting to wear business blouses, ties, and really nice suit pants everywhere. Maybe a corset or something too.

It feels like a very aggressive yet non hostile way to show my transition yet also remain ambiguous enough to avoid slander.

Also I think id look cool. 🛹

@soampbar.bsky.social

Just keep trying your best, Steve!

Really funny when older generations have to deal with the fact that their words have consequences and are amazed when we hold animosity for verbal and mental abuse.

Funniest thing ever hearing my relative have a “oh no, the consequences of my actions!” Moment because I called them a hypocrite.

@soampbar.bsky.social

Cuddling a water sausage.

Evil.

Anything is better than being in the situation right now.
Work just has the bonus of money, so it’s on god just peak coping mechanism.

Been going through horrendous events and I’m essentially coping by only working and taking out any and all free time.
I avoid meals, and sleep as much as possible when not working.

I’m minmaxing and on god I’ve never felt like I had a better coping mechanism than being a workaholic.

Shoutout to jobs for helping me avoid my family while giving me the beautiful excuse that is “fuck off im making money.”

Spawn camping

#deer 🦌

#deer 🦌

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Congrats on feeling better tho, you a real one homie <3

Missed your goofy ass being around

You ain’t know the half of it

"if I just work hard enough, eventually I'll make it"

No. cause if you don't make it that means you didn't work hard enough. And that isn't fair to your efforts.

there are so many factors outside of your hands. So much success is luck, and failure is not always your fault. cut yourself some slack.