I miss the time when I could sit down and add many details to my miniature drawings without having mental breakdown.
Maybe one day I'll find peace again.
Wouldn't hold my breath though.
@normeda.bsky.social
I draw sometimes. I love a good story in book/game/movie form on cosy rainy days with my favorite snacks. Are NOT a fan of generated entertainment or crypto culture. Don't like the taste of fish either.
I miss the time when I could sit down and add many details to my miniature drawings without having mental breakdown.
Maybe one day I'll find peace again.
Wouldn't hold my breath though.
So, TikTok is getting extra attention for the AI slop culture. New owner and all. Or so I've heard anyway.
I don't have the full picture and I don't really care anymore.
A site with billions of faces talking about random stuff.
How is that useful for AI? Smells a bit extra shady to me.
Paperwork is sure as hell not my strong side. I can't handle the pressure I put myself in and my doctor has no good method help me train that away.
Now my income if frozen because I don't work fast enough.
I can't keep running after my own shadow in circles forever! I just want to live, man!
You know what these people say.
"If I can't be the best, I will do anything to become the worst."
They might not say it out loud. Still though.
I miss the concept "unlike button."
Not that I support bullying, mind you.
Just to clarify for the algorithm that just because I read/saw something once at random and didn't hit like, does not mean I want only that until I do.
Please stop showing me THAT! π±
Hell, I even saw a version of Rowan Atkinsons mr Bean sitting with his teddy bear in some sort of coma. Again covered in dust. Like the world itself has turned it's back on him and won't even let him die.
This is hell! They have open a window to hell and think it's funny! Fack off with that! Damn!
I keep running into those gross AI videos when someone is exploring a broken down and building where they find iconic but lifeless abandoned characters covered in dust and spiderwebs.
I always try to swipe away asap. But I already seen the horror in this soulless media format.
I hate this shit!
Hmm. New update on Terraria in a week or so. I wonder if I would try to play with someone for a change.
I'm not good at building up teams. Nobody of my closer friends like this game. Bummer really.
I needed this gem right now. π
20.01.2026 15:32 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0I always pictured that, on most web sites when you have to enter a troublesome person/robot's profile to be able to block them. Feels like I'm walking into my enemy's living room to remove myself from their phone book.
It's quite awkward
"Hi" *scratch noises* "Bye"
Damn it! I hate going to the dentist. Pain and discomfort is not even the worst part. The bloody bill could be the anesthesia alone.
Ah. I can still feel my skull shake from all the drilling an half my face is just gone.
Am I chewing on my lip? No? Good.
This sucks
Scott Adams is gone? Aw man...
I feel sorry for his close ones.
I was never a big Dilbert reader. But I grew up reading his stuff sometimes and it pretty much taught me the basics of what office humour is.
Quite respectable material. Got a giggle or two out of me. Just saying.
RIP in peace
My neighbor has one of those heavy cars that makes the whole street is vibrating when they runs the engine neutrally on the spot. They leave it on a lot.
Just hearing it makes my guts turn. Because it sounds expensive as hell. Annoying and pricy.
One is my problem, the other is not!
God! Why!?
I can go live on bluesky, huh?
Never really had the urge to stand in the middle of a room and pinpoint that people can look at me now and ask questions. So it's not for me.
It is better then AI junk though. That's for sure. I'm just not the right costumer for live.
Thanks anyway. But I'll pass.
Using phones and tablets are fun and practical for making digital art. But it's nice to be back with a big screen and use a pen with more pressure points than I'm used to.
16.01.2026 15:50 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I can't say I know what a normal day looks like anymore. Not sure if that's good or bad. But it takes a lot of energy for sure.
16.01.2026 15:42 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Yeah. I ate too much Skittles once too.
16.01.2026 09:11 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0And two "with" after each other. I need to work on that.
15.01.2026 14:23 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Also... Did he say "waterproof?"
Maybe I look like one who pisses myself often.
I did spell "buying" without the "u" after all.
Good thing they where flat, though. Wouldn't want some other dimensional fabrics on my bed.
I was bying some new "sheets" today and the clerk with with his strong dialect offered me:
"Would you like to look at our 'waterproof flat shits?' They are on sale."
I was too busy trying not to laugh to give a direct response.
I'm a grown man, people!
Doesn't look like he wants to stand there. Too bad.
14.01.2026 00:31 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Well. You lend your emotions to creatures not having emotions, until they do, because you have emotions and you make them sorta exist. It just makes sense I suppose.
12.01.2026 07:25 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0First phone doodle and new character concept in 2026 in one go.
11.01.2026 11:19 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Have you ever been so inactive that you start to feel like you are buried alive?
I'm trying so hard to do ANYTHING, but I just won't allow myself to either work or even entertain myself. It takes hours to just get started and then I'm already burned out.
How is any of this helping me survive!?
I like nice looking games. But I rather play games like "Minecraft" over "Fortnite" any day because there is more to do and it can be played alone as well as with others. So I don't mind a pullback in graphics. Not at all.
07.01.2026 19:03 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Because of the "All RAM to our AI Gods" cult fiasko going on. It's going to be quite a dark year for the avarage computer user.
However! I heard a rumor that game developers are taking that to mind by ease on graphics for a while. I wonder if that means more content and less flash. One can hope.
You know you're a grownup when you look forward to try out new plates, cutlery and drinking glasses for the next meal.
03.01.2026 15:09 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I survived this year and that's enough looking back on 2025.
Cause I'm not letting that shady 2026 out of my sight. Nu huh.
First time I dare power up my computer in four days with the storm and power outs going on. Back on, then gone. Over and over.
I like having a machine that can run my entire Steam library, is all I'm saying.
It's been stable for more than a day now, though.
Looks like I got a gift this Christmas after all.
A brand new cold. Snot, pain, shivers and everything. π€π€§