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Hollow Hollow

Pill on my tongue - metallic? No, bitter? Yes or maybe mint.
The nurse smiles. Did she call the dead man? Ghost calls echo.
Hands reach or wait or nothing. Maybe shadows.
Swallowing. Am I swallowing? Not swallowing.
Swallowing her smile, swallowing the lies - but I only feel metal.

26.10.2025 04:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Unwanted Mind Activity [0/3]

There are two things I hate the most:
needles and worms, can't stand their host.
Both dig in, both drink slow.
Both whisper, "you need me to grow".

26.10.2025 03:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Unwanted Mind Activity [1/3]

Two weeks ago, larvae hatched in my kitchen.
The smell was sweet, like memory's rot.
I watched them writhe, little ghosts of repetition,
feeding where I swore I'd stop.

26.10.2025 03:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Unwanted Mind Activity [2/3]

I was sick, couldn't clean,
just kept watching the skin between thoughts peel.
The house hums, the veins hum and I keep wishing:
I don't have to kill. I don't have to kill.

26.10.2025 03:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Unwanted Mind Activity [3/3]

But they live in the warmth of my weakness.
They bloom where the needle has been.
Every time I think I'm done with the feeling,
it finds another way in.

I don't have to kill.
I whisper it slow, until it kills the will to heal.

26.10.2025 03:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Every now and then, I'm in the mood to open my wounds.
Each time I try to seek resolve,
I scar my mind, I've got scars on my brain.
At night, I can't rest my legs; I'm always ready to run.
Sometimes, I forget what I find comfort in.

26.10.2025 02:27 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
dungeonscrolling...

Another encounter I really liked.

You can find the artists on Instagram: @bleu281_ and @cisne.soluble

dungeonscroller.net

26.10.2025 01:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Preview
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I found this website and really liked it.
I don't know the author, otherwise I would credit them.
It scratches a kind of itch I didn't even know I had.
I just want to share this experience with anyone who might enjoy it:

hgjfkdhskjdgturrgehdsbjkfhdsjkahturaytklfdjjfjfff.net/pages.html

26.10.2025 01:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Voltage Dependence [1/3]

Voltage in the veins // chains,
+snap // crack+ (beat) Electric :: split.
Flame the thought :: can't catch, can't sit,
brain splits :: copper kiss :: can't feel it.

25.10.2025 21:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Voltage Dependence [2/3]

(Pulse) skin hums, buzzes, stings //
crackle, static in the eyes :: light's a sting.
Blue, red, green // flicker too bright,
(Shivers) tangled wires // pulse in the night.

25.10.2025 21:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Voltage Dependence [3/3]

+(Split)+
Tear at the thought :: breath in the air,
Hiss, hum, snap // shock in despair.
Flashes, fragments, stolen from sight ::
Broken, hollow, gone out of flight.

25.10.2025 21:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I was thinking about dead people and the breathing walls:

I wanted to forget so much, I forgot to breathe that night.
Curled up on a bed that wasn't mine,
waiting for a death that wasn't mine.
I opened my eyes for the first time,
I came back to a clean slate mind.

19.10.2025 17:41 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Rare Candy

Rare Candy

Growth needs friction. Without resistance, insight has no weight.

A sudden leap can shine, but without ground beneath it, it flickers.

Yet motion is its own medicine. What unbalances one may awaken another.

19.10.2025 16:44 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Forest

Forest

19.10.2025 12:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Graphic

18.10.2025 16:31 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Blue Baby

Blue Baby

Blue Baby

18.10.2025 16:28 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

perception is the wound

26.07.2025 22:37 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Happy to help if you still need it

26.07.2025 14:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I used to frequent dextroverse

26.07.2025 10:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Guitar cover of ็ซ่ปŠ / Chain by Asunojokei

25.07.2025 19:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Well...

25.07.2025 18:51 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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A little snippet of a song I was working on, which I lost

25.07.2025 18:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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