Revenant Ghost

(I also have fallen DEEP into The Summer Hikaru Died, and Yoshikaru fics are my life raft fr, but I’m so sorry @ any authors who may see this for my lameass comments when I can manage them OTL)

And life continues to be, uh. Difficult. So I won’t bring my misery to anyone else lmao. Trying to reach out has been going poorly for me anyway, whoops

I am SO SORRY, I didn’t plan to instantly disappear again, I’m just having low-key cardiac issues + my ears are so clogged and in pain that I can’t think straight so I am! A mess!

Things just still seriously suck ass, and I feel like I’m constantly at my breaking point, but I’m not planning on ghosting the internet. I just don’t feel like I can survive atm, and I’m just, y’know. Trying to keep at it :’D Again, I’m sorry

And I feel like I’m bad at making friends, and I’ve spent a lot of this time doubting if anyone considers me a friend—but if my radio silence didn’t scare you off, I do miss you guys ;^; And I do know I owe y’all the rest of HAOHB!!!

Yeah, my health and my loved ones’ health are down the toilet, pet problems, appliance problems, everything, all at once, still ongoing. I’ve gotta sell like all of my remaining weeb merch, and once my body agrees with me, I’ll be back to making poms

I know isolation is NOT a healthy coping mechanism. I got so overwhelmed and got really close to making some pretty terrible decisions and didn’t want to use that pain against myself or anyone else. I still feel really overwhelmed, and I do not want to keep going, but!

Hi, hello, tl;dr: I’m so sorry for disappearing, and I’m so sorry if anyone noticed and it worried anyone. Shit just REALLY sucks across every aspect of my life. So much

Trigun Triptych

gonna do these 3 portraits of the boyos, and i’ll try to make them fit as a set by making some elements of one drawing bleed into the other? it’ll make more sense when it’s all done i promise 🤡

#trigun #tristamp #nai #millionknives #vash #vahswood #wolfwood

I forgot to post this but I wanted to practice drawing Vash bc he is soooo adorable #trigunstampede #vashthestampede

#トライガン #台牧 #trigun #vashthestampede

I can be ur angle or ur devil #trigun

Title: Aromatic Pairing: WV (Vash the Stampede/Nicholas D. Wolfwood) Rating: Teen and Up Audiences Words: 5.7k AO3 author: Lunarame

🌸 for #vashwhumpweek @vashwhumpweek.bsky.social day 1

🌸 Vash struggles to stop taking suppressants, leaving Wolfwood frustrated (+ bonus heat chapter) #trigun #WV

🌸 T | 5.7k | omegaverse

🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/66799426

Miss them!!! #trigun

Fighting the art block block block block block

#trigun #wolfwood #vash #trigunmaximum #anime #manga #fanart #art #trigunstampede #vashwood

finished
#TRIGUN

vash!
#trigun #VashTheStampede

(I am just. NOT functioning between my health issues, pet health issues, trying to find a "new" car, harassing the electric company for massively overbilling and SO MUCH MORE, but you may catch me anxiously scrolling/reposting while I'm waiting places lmao. Someone take me out of my misery PLS)

This isn't the most uncommon thing for me btw, and I know why I'm prone to it, I'm just used to it popping right back in on its own lmao

Now if anyone wants to give me a free, functional car, all my problems will be solved /hj

So my head is still ass, but I think my thumb was dislocated and finally popped back into place last, so yay! I can move it normally again, even if it's still sore!!! HOPEFULLY I won't need PT possibly maybe!!!!!!!

An image of Vash the Stampede from Trigun Maximum surrounded by the text, “#TRIGUN CELEBRATION” Underneath that is blue text saying, “2 WEEKS TO GO!” There is an abstract, white border in every corner of the graphic.

2 Weeks to Go! #trigun #triguncelebration

Check out the carrd for info on how to join in! triguncelebration.carrd.co

Wtf is my life, I want a full refund

It was very stupid btw. And the confusion/nausea/dizziness is improving but the migraine is still not great, so I’m being forced to chill. But oh my god I really didn’t need a concussion on top of the hand injury, and shopping desperately for a “new” car, and taking care of sick pets, aND!!!!!!!!!

So uhhhhh I meant to catch up on replies/be more active, but not long after posting that last meme I’m pretty sure I gave myself a mild but gnarly concussion lmao???

Can't post today, brain and hand hurt, too much stress already, but take this apology meme lol

Happy pride part 2 #trigun #vashwood

Also, man, fuck the timing of the AO3 hate bots finding my fic yesterday lmao. They make no sense in the context of what I’ve said/done about my fic, it’s for sure bot bs, but that initial gut-drop. Gross. I hope not too many people in the fandom are dealing with them--think twice if you get one

For now I’ve slapped a bandaid over a few gaping wounds while I scramble to find permanent solutions. But also I fucked up my left hand a couple days back, so typing still kinda sucks no matter the device. Hopefully I’ll have the chance to let it rest and heal this weekend??? Not counting on it lmao