llaz ♥️

「 i can smell your sickness, i can cure your disease 」

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「 wonderful nothing 」

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「 nature chews on me 」

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cw: necro

「 i could be your type from your zombie bite 」

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「— 12 : fresh 」

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「— 15 : alternate universe 」

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「— 19 : pastel 」

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「 fuck me eyes 」

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「 like it all cold 」

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「—pretty boy ; scared of the rain, by god 」

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part of the reason i love llaz so much is that he's NOTHING like me. it's what makes writing him fun: it challenges me. not to disparage self-insert fiction but it's never appealed to me bc writing about myself bores me! i already know that guy. i learn new things about llaz with each word i type.

tbqh writing in llaz's voice is a struggle for me. he's meant to be alluring, charismatic, naturally magnetic and... i'm not lol. in addition to dialogue i try to convey it in his mannerisms, facial expressions, blocking, and habits. sometimes i think i nail it, sometimes idk wtf i'm doing 😭

tsar's gothic maxi for tbse-slim. includes flat and bulge options for bottoms. links in replies.

please feel free to tag screenshots with #modsbyllaz ! i would love to see :)

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saturdae's stella for tbse-slim. links in replies.

please feel free to tag screenshots with #modsbyllaz ! i would love to see :)

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kon's self-infliction for tbse-slim. links in replies.

please feel free to tag screenshots with #modsbyllaz ! i would love to see :)

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genovia's the parlour dress for tbse-slim.

kofi: ko-fi.com/s/4d23b3e3bd
xma: www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/142781
heliosphere: hsp.re/m/z7jy8f8v5d...

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elegy's islay for tbse-slim.

kofi: ko-fi.com/s/205a92ee1a
xma: www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/142063
heliosphere: hsp.re/m/2djy1skkb9...

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tsar's double-slit dress for tbse-slim.

includes bulge and flat options for bottoms.

kofi: ko-fi.com/s/f7bfb8bb10
xma: www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/137673
heliosphere: hsp.re/m/00krz6gb49...

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「—pretty boy ; scared of the rain, by god 」

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kofi: ko-fi.com/s/f64b25645e
xma: www.xivmodarchive.com/modid/146450
heliosphere: hsp.re/m/a7k6ne978n...

tsar's gothic maxi for tbse-slim. includes flat and bulge options for bottoms. links in replies.

please feel free to tag screenshots with #modsbyllaz ! i would love to see :)

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llaz is so, so special to me. he, as well as every other oc i've crafted, are gifts i give to myself. i rarely feel brave enough to share much about him, and being met with indifference on the rare occasion i do feel brave enough is extremely disheartening.

real life takes precedence. hobbies take a back seat. interests flag for one reason or another. these things happen, and i don't take it personally, but at some point it starts to feel like my time/creative effort isn't being respected. and it seems more and more like a community-wide problem.

people act interested when they hear from me, we discuss hooks and brainstorm plot points, maybe there's an initial session/introductory post, but afterwards? radio silence. communication on their part ends, and i fully disengage. these days i find i have very little patience for it anymore.

to be completely honest, i have more or less given up on finding new collaborative writing partners. with the exception of a very small few, almost every attempt i've made to approach players who claim to be actively seeking roleplay has ultimately led nowhere.

something very rich about seeing a well known account complaining on how dry the roleplay scene has gotten recently, knowing the same person completely ghosted me after i coughed up ~16k words of prose for them in less than a week. like idk maybe stuff like that is part of the problem

「 sleepyhead 」

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「 rabbit-hearted 」

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llaz almost always wears a deep, classic red. opi's malaga wine would be a favorite of his. he does them himself, either almond shaped or short stiletto, depending on the occasion 💅