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being a Vedic and sidereal girlie is fun because I remember some years ago reading threads on why Beyoncé is an ashwini rising 🤭 and finally she reveals her birth time

all these extra steps just to avoid ageing and to look conventionally attractive 😀 I’d rather be considered unattractive

I am the Mula stereotype of having my head in my books and always asking questions because I feel there is always more I can learn

the thing of commenting sexually explicit stuff on an attractive persons post needs to stop now 😭

and it’s crazy how my brother was pointing out that I’m apparently “too dependent” on my mother

yeah unfortunately 😭 spent 2 years out of my hometown away from family and circumstances made sure I found myself back there again

idk what was happening with sza astrologically when she created “ctrl” but dear lord

Arthur, from what I can remember, was my favourite character. Unhinged and as loyal as a dog.

I’ve read so many threads on how he’s one or the other.
for revati, it’s always the eyes. some say the colour and them being too piscean to ignore
for ashwini, again the eyes but them being too “dead looking” and his role as Tommy Shelby. don’t forget the constant horse imagery

on the cillian thing, I’m a huge fan of him on Peaky Blinders. that’s one of my fave shows. and as much as I loved him & Grace’s relationship, I think Lizzie is better suited for him and their family’s lifestyle

I’m a noob at this Astro stuff but whenever the debate of whether Cillian is a revati or ashwini I heavily lean towards him being ashwini 🫠

I may have read some garbage in my small lifetime but at least I always looked down on the step siblings trope 😭 that shit is nasty

the Wattpad novel adaptations embarrass me so bad 😭 I used to read some of that shit.

and I’m so sensitive about it. I’ve spent the first half of my life as a child being sexualised by strangers to then being fat shamed. there’s never been a time I could just be a person.

I hate to admit but my mom has always been the person who comments on my body the most. whether it’s good or (mostly) bad. and I try my best to exist outside of putting emphasis on my body.

I get the Austin butler hype specifically him as feyd rautha

the ultimatum is the same thing every bloody season 😭

I hate that pop the balloon nonsense. ugh. women let’s want better for ourselves.

it’s just so embarrassing to me 😭

one thing about me is that I do not desire romantic love enough to go on a dating show 🙏🏾

I did not realise I was this much of a crier. Literally the past few years of life have made me an easy crier

thank you!

Sza’s gonna need to do something about this new batch of music she’s releasing 😀

I’ve started getting into synastry charts but every explanation is romantic and idc about romance. I want to understand why my aunt has my heart 😭

and, honestly, my 11th year wasn’t that much better either. I’ve never been a person who enjoyed having large friend groups (south node 11th house) but last year I was surrounded by many people who eventually all ended up not being good people 🤣

I never took the profection years seriously. but this year my 12th year profection and I FELT the isolation 😭

the performance of “femininity” is going to be the death of us

the ridiculousness of Cardi’s statement including her “small feet” 😭 this shit is ingrained so deep in society.

I don’t care anymore if people think I’m too strict or no fun. nothing’s funny anymore. nothing has been funny for a long time.

and when South African women were against cocaine brown performing in our country they told us we were being dramatic. everyday the men in our country get even more emboldened.