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worried i no longer have a best friend or rather that the person who i consider my best friend doesnt see me as theirs. and its my own fault.

crying so hard bc i feel like a fucking loser to the point my throat hurts

funny how i come home from vacation and just feel so empty

sighs. tired of feeling like im the only one who cares anymore.

little milestone but i lost five lbs and am finally out of the 200s after being 205-210 for the last 2-3 years

im sorry im so sad right now. i cant help it. im trying to distract myself. im trying not to dump my grief on others. i just need support. i just want to feel loved.

sucks feeling like the people you wish would care just dont seem to care enough

maybe its unfair. some people dont know how to deal with people grieving and thats fine but… idk. it feels bad right now.

it kinda hurts admitting how in pain i am emotionally after losing my abuela and getting “oogh” as a response

been fasting and only eating between 12pm and 8pm and so far so good except im so hungry rn sobs…

worried i may have strained a tendon or something bc my ankles really hurt from walking so much. which makes me feel gross bc internalized shame over my weight.

lost 2 lbs, shakes my ass

i just wanna be healthy and happy in my body. i dont want to be super thin and i dont think i can be realistically. but i want to feel comfortable wearing sleeveless tops again…

i hate being a calorie counter and tbf i have not been counting calories but i have been fasting. and im really adamant about walking at least 3 miles for 4-5 days a week. idk if it’ll be enough but its better than nothing.

trying to not get too into my head about my weight rn. i would really love to be below 200 lbs by the end of the month. which is doable if im strict about my diet and walks. idk i just wanna lose weight in my face especially. i wanna feel good in my own body. and i havent since 2018.

empty, tired, the overwhelming feeling that i am a burden

feeling incredibly depressed today

a check in. thats all i want. not immediate talking about their interest. sighs.

i had a really good day today but now that i’m home and have been with my thoughts i’m sad again.

idk it just really hurts feeling like specific people just don’t care about me enough to ask if i’m okay. that’s all i want. just a simple “hey things are rough, how are you feeling?”

i hate the pain my heart feels so much.

hi my other account got compromised so i had to delete so if you see this uh hi its me