MerSari 🔞 Working Siren 🐍

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When you find out, pls let me know.

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My tarot deck trying to warn my ass cause she's a girls girl

For the last 2 hours of October, I would just like to say:
Can I never pull The Tower again for a monthly reading like that??? Joke was on ME FOR REAL thinking "lol but that's the past-" BITCH THE CALL WAS COMING FROM IN THE HOUSE!!! 😭

a woman wearing sunglasses and a red hat is saying i believe in you ALT: a woman wearing sunglasses and a red hat is saying i believe in you

🫂 I still have my diagnosis, but I've been managing better after a decade of therapy and a divorce. Not perfect, but much better. ❤️

May you find peace in your future as well!

a man in a green shirt is blowing his nose into a paper bag .. ALT: a man in a green shirt is blowing his nose into a paper bag ..

Over 30 and didn't know about THIS one because after the third jump scare my friends put me through, our teacher banned them so I'd stop crying under the desk (I'm wimpy and had anxiety 🥺)

a red monkey is walking through the jungle in the rain . ALT: a red monkey is walking through the jungle in the rain .

Sometimes you just go cry it out in the break room for 10 minutes because of course that's when it all decides to boil over and then go back out front and dance some more while smiling for the crowd 🙃

a woman in a plaid shirt is laughing and crying . ALT: a woman in a plaid shirt is laughing and crying .

Polaris: -plays-
Me:

Watch Escaflowne.

Goodnight, before I really meltdown into a lump of uselessness

I promise I'm happier and GRATEFUL and the world isn't crashing down but I'm just REALLY OVERWHELMED BY THE CONSTANT LACK OF CONTROL IN SURROUNDINGS I'M FORCED TO BE IN oh that's why I drew the tower this month

I'm just gonna lay here and try to sleep on sheets I had to wash at a house that wasn't mine but, in an attempt to help me, they used dryer sheets instead of my wool balls they didn't pay attention to and now my eyes burn but I don't want to go through rewashing shit

Oh I gotta make time for stuff- MAKE IT WHERE?!
I really wish I could shit extra time out the day from my ass, I'd sell them and become a billionaire. Actually do some fucking shit.

All I asked...
All I asked for...
Was to just. Wait.
Just wait a few days, preferably a week but- JUST A FEW DAYS.
Schedule shit going on and I needed time to at least get things in order...
But my bedroom got nuked and then I was nagged about the mess- WHAT DID YOU EXPECT?!

an opossum laying in a pile of leaves with the words internal screaming intensifies ALT: an opossum laying in a pile of leaves with the words internal screaming intensifies

Yes I can use my mom's bathroom but it's sensory hell in there and a tight fit because she loves to stuff a ton with a much furniture as possible and ì just

Tomorrow starts day FIVE of the TWO DAY renovation mom started.
At least no more floor is being taken up.
Or the water turned off while I'm trying to get ready for work/ school run.
But I might lose access to my BATHROOM for TWO GODDAMN DAYS.

Is she mopping up her aftermath with Madison

-internal incomprehensible overwhelmed gibberish-

🥺🫂

(Deletes everything else, just know I'm screaming internally and tired)

a young boy is sitting on a couch with his hand on his forehead . ALT: a young boy is sitting on a couch with his hand on his forehead .

I'm just... so off center lately.

冬🥦💥

a baby is crying while sitting in a crowd of people ALT: a baby is crying while sitting in a crowd of people

IT'S SO GOOD
IT'S SO FUCKING GOOD
BAKUGOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

料理してる男性描きたくて描いたw
何かの皮剥きしてるオーウェンさん
お店の下ごしらえしてるとこ見たい🤭

しかし…すごい久しぶりに描いたなオーウェンさん🤔

オーウェンさん！

a woman is making a funny face while sitting in a crowd of people . ALT: a woman is making a funny face while sitting in a crowd of people .

If this the life Allos live?
They see someone and must decide to attempt courting? Or immediately initiate a fwb situation?
My aroace ass can't relate.
Also don't think I'll try another fwb thing either.

a black and white photo of a woman wearing a turtleneck sweater and a dress . ALT: a black and white photo of a woman wearing a turtleneck sweater and a dress .

Healing is letting my boundaries stand firm.
Yeah I feel bad for laughing in a guy's face after he rambled into asking me for a date in the parking lot.
BUT he assumed my friendly customer service x2 = interested in dating him. I hardly knew his name.

Which one is more cringe, Me?

NOOOO MY MUTE LIST HID THIS ONE I GOTTA BARK FOR YOUR LUFFY NOW