Nightbringer

Prior to yesterday I never knew that shit stain racist homophobe's name. I'm less mad about people telling me I need empathy for someone who wished me and folks I care about were dead. I'm angry that his name lives in my head for 1 day and I hope to forget it into obscurity eventually.

Today someone called the GOP Gross old Pedophiles. If anyone asks what GOP means, it is certainly what they stand for.

Got called into the General Manager's office today. She informed me of pay increase she thought I deserved?

Not connected to incentives or annual review?

Fuck yes!

Honestly I felt like I have been underperforming due to some executive dysfunction/depression.

I'll take the confidence boost.

Today I was reminded of the Rat Tower.

As they story goes citizens during a famine were promised food and lured into an empty granary. The Bishop burned the granary with the people inside. Thier spirits came back as a swarm of rats that chased him to his tower where he was eaten alive by rats.

His character New Jersey in Buckaroo Bonzai

I have to keep reminding myself this is not a competition. *hugs*

We went through a round of warnings back when we were protesting in front of banks getting bailouts. BofA was the worst of them Wells Fargo isn't any better.

Everyone I know cut ties with big banks in favor of credit unions.

Desantis is bragging that its FEMA money being used for the concentration camps.

The billions from medicaid & food programs is just covering billionaire tax cuts.

The most vulnerable citizens will die. And the blood is on the hands of the GOP.

Me: complains about it being cold in the office.

Boss: gets me a blanket.

Me: sips a cold drink.

Such a great film!

End the fascist occupation of the White house!

Fyi: I dont recognize ICE's authority.

I have yet to see them.

But if they come to my neighborhood or workplace I will misbehave.

Their very existence is unamerican.

I'm glad I went to LARP this last weekend. While not completely energized, it was time well spent.

The added recovery day afterwards was freaking amazing!

The response to "we are all going to die" needs to be "but you are ensuring Americans will die faster, by denying accessibility to health care and life sustaining services. You are in fact killing american citizens."

Republicans are monsters.

Not blaming the games themselves. I feel like the problem is me, but I don't know how to fix it. Am I expecting too much of these games and setting myself up for disappointment?

Why can't I just shut up and enjoy things?

Having a "WTF is wrong with me?" Mood.

The things i like to do for fun are not fun. I have a LARP event I *should* be looking forward to, that I am dreading (TGA).

The last 2 events I attended left me exhausted (OZ & CotV) and unsatisfied. I usually walk away energized.

Most definitely.
Putin is War
Trump is Famine
We're just missing a solid candidate for death.

Feeling guilty I forgot to request time off for a LARP. I mean, I remembered to pay for event registration.

The discord has been so active I avoid logging into discord. So I miss all the helpful reminder notices. Fml

Nothing about the cheeto in chief and his cabinet of horrors has been constitutional.

a man is standing in a dark room in front of a door . ALT: a man is standing in a dark room in front of a door .

I think I started with Dream Warriors and had to go back and watch the previous ones.

Wow 5 year work-a-versary of working in the death industry.

And just had a stellar review with my boss.

Its nice to have good news for a change.

Meeeeee too

Yesterday was my mom's birthday. Grief is complex, I didn't process well. Today my only Pollyanna-esque trying to look at a silver lining can come up with is at least she doesnt have to see the current state of the world. How fucked up is that?

Dratini & Dragonair were great pokemon, but the evolution to Dragonite never made sense.

Yea, the ultimate phishing scam didn't require us to open an email or click a link.

Today's Affirmation: