어쩔 어흥

thought about this for a while and realised i'm very lovers to strangers-coded…

heheh anytime!! i am a big time bookmarker

hiii could it be this one? archiveofourown.org/works/12190764

pale orangy pink picture of sun setting behind some buildings taken from the perspective of someone standing among the sea waves

beat pre-travel anxiety and depression today and went to float in the sea for an hour during sunset

completed all my work and did a 2h french class before 4pm?? if i keep going like this maybe i'll have time to be a human this fall after all…

creepy-cute painting of a baby chilling on a water lily

…who is he (from the naples botanical garden)

a black and white photo of a baby tiger playing with a stuffed animal . Alt: sleepy baby tiger

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have to be up early tomorrow for travels so i'm listening to a sleep playlist i made exactly 10 years ago and i am feeling so much nostalgia for my teenage self…they'd been through a lot and were about to go through so much more…but for two short months, calming down before sleep was my priority:(

fiy i am a big language learner and i do think it’s good and important to learn the language to connect w local culture i just. have moved a lot

every day i’m alive i realise more and more that being someone-who-has-spent-most-of-their-adult-life-in-countries-where-they-dont-speak-the-native-language is a significant part of my personality which is near impossible to explain to someone who hasnt lived this way

spotify screenshot of Pictures at an Exhibition by Mussorgsky performed by the Wiener Philharmoniker

my chocie at the modern art museum in rome today btw

whenever i see people wearing headphones in museums i’m always so curious what they’re listening to….

the curse of flexible work hours…when i worked in office i had no issue being up and out at 7, but i also had no time to enjoy the morning…need to figure this out

the concept that i can just go out to a café and get coffee and enjoy the sun at 9am feels wild to me..which is crazy itself bc the only thing stopping me is that it takes me too long to wake up and get out of bed

found out that someone i'm subscribed to on ao3, i've got blocked on twitter. like ok. what am i meant to do now (i have no memory of why i blocked them but i can go back and see the incredible fics i subscribed to them for…hate)

period cramps at pride. should be illegal

will never get tired of having conversations with locals wherever i’m living and not knowing if they realise i dont speak the language well or just think i’m really stupid

the chest congestion-heat wave combo is actually diabolical. how do i drink hot tea when all i want is ice water. how do i keep the air humid when i spend all my time in front of a fan. pollution warning is extra bad but i cant close my windows without suffocating… i am not made for summer

couple at the table next to me at this cafe have such strong gyeongsang accents it took me 20 minutes to realise they are speaking korean….

loneliness is actually so much worse when you're doing your best to reach out to people and getting zero response. hm

last night my lovely dream turned into a nightmare as i was hanging at an arcade playing games having fun until woozi joined and gave me control of the aux? !! seriously felt like i spent an hour scrolling through my playlists before waking up extremely stressed out 😔 could not handle the pressure

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my legacy on ao3 is appearing randomly appearing in the comments of years-old fics like «hey sorry for not saying anything before but i exhausted all my love for your work in my diary so here i am (delayed but i love you)»

just cut off 40 centimeters of my hair and i’m crossing my fingers that it never gets this long again….half a decade of extreme apathy re:my looks but at least it’s donated to a good cause

tfw you end up reading one fic featuring a not-though-about-before pairing and it suddenly unlocks a whole new world of dynamics and possibilities…cheolhao i am coming for you

this!! www.youtube.com/watch?v=24J6... the first movie i ever watched …22 absolutely haunting minutes

rpwp anniversary is so interesting to me bc even tho it’s prob my fave bangtan solo album it took me soo long to get obsessed with it. even if i liked it on my first listen, i didnt come back to it until around september? october? it’s such an autumn album

beach&baudrillard summer

picked apart and managed to fix my old sony handycam that has been broken since 2012…just need to buy battery and then i'll be unstoppable!! in 720p

he joined bighit in 2011 but he didnt move into the dorms until 2012, so it’s not confirmed he was set to debut w bangtan before then teeechnically (but basically yes)