Lil Positive Bunny

Tempted to stream today. It's been a few days after all

Thank you, Adranis! ❤️ I hope I will feel better soon, yeah... It may take some more days though and it's so damn exhausting ._.

Soooo... My mental is broken for a few days. I'm in shambles and I don't know what to do. Was supposed to stream for a few days and because of the mental stuff I've not even said anything on Discord about It >.<

Holy shit, I'm mentally not super well recently but today is like another lvl. My brain is hostage towards me big time

PoE1 new league in early March. So much waiting time, nooooo

Much as I wanted to stay till the end of his 24h stream I just know I'll pass out soonish no matter what, so I better head to bed lol
But hey, I did what I wanted for a long time. Glad I got a chance to raid Skaifox again :3

That was a successful day!

I managed to stream. Went for far longer than expected. I was listening to Skai's stream since the first moment he went live while I was still going. I managed to raid Skai again after like 2 years lol and I was hanging out up until now on the stream. It's 9am and as

Me: I should clean my follow list on Twitch
Me: *follows a bunch instead of cleaning the follow list yet)

¯\_(ツ)_/¯

And I really, REALLY want to follow some people so I can listen to that language more and learn at some point. I've been watching a few people without following for months but it would be so much easier if I followed them. It's still awkward for me and just following off-stream randomly feels meh

To clarify, I don't have issues to follow someone when they're live as long as they use the language I understand easily, so I can chat/respond (so only 2 languages) but since I am trying to learn another language and I can barely understand stuff there yet it's uh... Pretty awkward for me XD

Being awkward and anxious as hell is fun... >.>

As ridiculous/awkward as it may sound I think I found a way to follow some people on Twitch without having to deal with the streamer greeting me live in the community xD

oh i had this realization once

I got too focused on reading and Warframe so I haven't streamed for a few days ._.

I should stream this week but I still don't know when and what to go for lmao

Also this feels so fucking real, holy shit. I still haven't done stuff in this regard but I'm cutting quite a lot of people off my life in general (just step by step) because I just can't take how things are fake or I get judged for just minding my own business. Wow that was a real good goal y'all

conflicts and I'm a problem in all this. I was just usually walking away silently because that was simply the best way for me. I lost quite a lot of people this year. Frankly speaking the entire damn community that I feel backstabbed by but hey, it's fun stuff, eh?

others if I'm completely wrong about stuff.
It's still a mixed goal because I had to try and set boundaries in a lot of places whether I voiced that or not. I knew when people were crossing line for me but I was usually just not confronting because I figured I just don't care if that's gonna cause

So this year managed to beat the record of some weird/fucked up situations are happening to me and I've not seen them happen anywhere so I'm clueless as to how tf I'm supposed to react to them.
I seemed to have a good idea as to when things were off, at least. I was double-checking that while asking

I DID have some attempts but as things were getting rough, it was all in vain
- I was far more active socially. I DO count voice calls. i had A LOT of them this year so honestly, that's a success

I know there was a quote response I made to this bc I had one more "goal" so I'll review that now too

- I tried far more games for the first time tho! And I'm happy about that because I ate good this year gaming-wise
- xD Right...
- I did survive the year but at what goddamn cost...
- I've done almost nothing healthcare wise because too broke for that shit
- self-care point. Oh if only 😭 ok, tbf

some updates on Twitch tho. Mainly emotes but hey, it's still something. I still need to rework so much stuff tho... XD
- ...going out failed miserably
- streaming was tricky to get considering how rough that year was but sometimes I got multiple streams a week and sometimes none for 2-3 weeks xD

- I did get more subs on YT but I have not learnt a single thing about editing. I just simply didn't start XD
- 4th part 😭😭😭 Brother, I barely went through 1 chapter in part 3 😭
- As much as I planned to learn drawing, I didn't really do anything? Haven't tried animation at all still x)
- I did get

So I remembered I made a post like that a year ago and I wanted to check all of that stuff and 😭
- didn't reach follows because I was showing up here less and less or I was just liking other posts without saying stuff.
- reached 250 follows on Twitch mid year I think? Which is still insane

4 panel comic Panel 1: Laptop screen that says: 2025 Accomplishments. 1. Panel 2: Purple guy looking thoughtful Panel 3: Purple Guy typing Panel 4: Laptop screen that says: 2025 Accomplishment: Didn’t die

it’s all i’ve got

Drawing of a puppy with a pink bunny and the caption; "It's okay if the only thing you accomplished this year was surviving"

Happy New Year!

Also I need to be here more often because looking at all the art makes me want to go back and learn as I was supposed to ages ago >.<

I thought people were kidding when they said "For you" feed is good but damn, it actually is. I NEED TO CHECK MORE BECAUSE I SEE A LOT OF COOL ART AND I WANT TO FOLLOW THESE PEOPLE TO SEE EVEN MORE COOL ART AAAAAA

Also bunnies are in that feed

I have a few games in my cart but haven't bought any yet. I'm gonna wait for a bit and if I don't change my mind I may get a few or just pick something else. There's a lot of tempting stuff to buy and an enormous wishlist does NOT help lol