The Outlet (On My Chest)

Weird headache coming back again.

What a rough week this has been. Stupid body. Do better.

I think my niece infected me with parasites and this OTC anti-parasitical med is so fucking nasty.

A "sharing size" bag of wild berry skittles hastily torn open, then placed gently in my chair for a picture.

Forgot to take a pic before opening them. Whoopsies.

Thanks very much. I am very happy right in this moment.

:3

Like. Even when reality hits him in the face he doesn't learn a damn thing.

This private healthcare thing sure sounds so much better.

Free market! Competition! It's good that I pay over 400 a month and it only ever goes up.

Competition!

Hearing my dad swap from, "Well why don't you have state healthcare?!" to "This is all because of Obamacare" in literally two sentences sure is something.

Obamacare gave me free health insurance, dad. Then it was taken away and we got worse insurance for over 400 a month.

Wowee.

So. This month, one of the free games on PS is Alan Wake 2.

Some time back, Alan Wake Remastered was also free.

I now own both. And have never played either.

And two has a photo mode.

Should I bump back Starfield a couple weeks and try to play these for Halloween?! :3

I'm always saying this. 😌

Unfortunately I am at MR29 and through basically every market and rep weapon, so I gotta start doing tons of adversaries.

Just a matter of which first. And I really want Tail feather, Embracer, the buzzsaw, and the eye ephemera.

So that's the plan. :D

Anyways the chocolate against black with the light golden accents are really cool, I think! :3

But maybe I just like cowgirl aesthetics and bounty hunter hats.

My Mesa Prime in the armory in Warframe. She's a cowgirl dressed in tight black leather with chocolate-brown belts, chaps, boots, mask, and pointed hat. The metal on her outfit is a very light gold for contrast.

Also, look how cool my Mesa is.

I don't usually go so mono, and I don't love black as my neutral color, but...

Her design is just so fucking cool. She even lost the lame finger guns. Her thumb is still a hammer, but her finger isn't a barrel. 10/10 choice.

Also I got excited learning about a souls-like I missed but there's no photomode so.

Alas.

Maybe I could try a lich for the cool elemental ephemera again.

I want some lightning Twin Stubba pistols and the electric ephemera from liches is so wild.

Still need my Zarr, too, since I screwed that up last time.

Idk. So many choices.

Maybe just a technocyte since they're faster.

So should I do another Technocyte or a Sister of Parvos?!

I want a briefcase missile launcher and some dual homing pistols... but also I do need more heartcells for Coda weapons, too.

I want a scythe and a shotgun and only have enough for one.

There's so much I want from Adversaries, tbh.

Woke up to a massive leg cramp again. And my internal organs are still a bit fucked and in pain.

I just. Am not doing great. And tomorrow is doctor day.

Just completely swallowing the Israeli framing and ignoring all the evidence of what even happened that day.

Such a hero, calling for peace. Wow. If only Hamas would let peace happen, AMIRITE.

It is fucking killing me that nobody with even ideas of power is honest about this.

Ughhhh please upload, comfort let's player.

Blahhhhh

4 panel comic Panel 1: A Purple person is standing holding a clipboard. A Blue Person sits at a laptop. Blue Person: Woohoo. I’m the CEO of a social media platform. Panel 2: Purple person: We should hire a PR person to interact with the public Blue Person begins to type on laptop and says: Nope. Gonna do all that myself Panel 3: Purple person looks concerned and says: Really…but… Panel 4: Purple person: You’re such a whiny little fucking baby

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I'm sure updates never require any back-end prep that could impact basic functionality.

That'd be silly of me. To think that.

Just. So silly. Silly billy Clover.

Isn't it interesting that, right after I have this issue, they push out a new update they would have been working on right when I had my problems.

Isn't that just. Interesting.

Weird headache is back.

Maybe I should try sleeping.

Had such bad luck with Technocytes. Can't get any of the cool ephemera I want.

I did get their one Captura scene this time, though.

Which I guess is something.

Not sure how I can even use an On-Lyne infested stage, but maybe the lighting will be uniquely useful or something.

Ugh, gross.

And it makes no sense. Just empty fearmongering.

The Japanese obsession with school as the most important part of their lives is really detrimental to their media sometimes.

It is, however, a very funny running joke to slot in any noun and have it be at a school.

Now there's a bloody war going on in the background of every day life between the demons and the descendants of the demon hunter...

So this kid finds out he's a demon and then, you'll never guess, he has to go a school! A school for demons.

Can you even believe it. So original.

Lmao.

Japan is so strange sometimes.

Lemme paint a picture for you of this anime.

So. Demons are real. And they eat people. A long time ago, a demon hunter arrived and nearly wipes them out.

Shut the fuck up, dad.

The weirdest part of this kind of pain is how the skin surrounding the area affected is actually cooler than the rest of my body.

It feels icy because it literally is colder, I guess?

Have no idea how it works. But my body has done this since I was very small.

Frozen dagger pain in my right shoulder and shooting down my arm.

Unusual place for this type of pain.

Fuckin' sucks.