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my friend just sent me this (i haven't told her abt my gender identity struggles yet)

ohh okay, it sounds sick at least

dude WHAT? since when has there been a peach fanta, that sounds dope as hell wtf

fuck yeah, what's your favorite kind?

A man holding up a weathered, gold-edged picture frame. Inside the frame, there is an image of a silhouetted treeline beneath a vibrant red and green aurora in the night sky.

My feed right now

I didn't know Coke had AI ads. I mostly drink Fanta, but good to know at least about the ads, so i won't buy any cola for chasers anytime soon

day 43: haven't smoked yet, i think im going to stop posting there messages now though because i don't feel the need to anymore, it was fun while it lasted though lmao

day 42: bought 5g for my next smoke sesh, it's prolly not gonna be for over a week tho cus i got exams and shit, but it's good to be prepared, haven't smoked

day 41: i've gone way past the date i said i'd stay sober, and i've suprised myself, however i think i will go and buy more w33d soom since it helps with my migranes

Listening to "Before He Cheats" by Carrie Underwood on full volume, (my little sister reccomended it okay? it's not my style, but belting it after a "breakup" is ethereal) and drinkin champagne with lit candles and flashing led lights, a bowl of chips ready and a nice outfit is healing honestly.

i just got broken up with. i mean not really but kind of?

day 40: got my heart broken, not feeling like smoking though. Also I saw that I wrote 38-38 instead of 38-39 on the last post so sorry abt that

i can't believe i broke my bong in such a stupid way, and i have no money either so i can't buy a new one

day 38-38: forgot to update, was busy making dinner for the family yesterday lol, haven't smoked, AND I ACCIDENTALLY BROKE MY BONG YESTERDAY I'M SO UPSET I WAS JUST MOVING IT AND I ACCIDENTALLY HIT IT AGAINST THE DOORFRAME AND IT SMASHED. i'm pissed off but at least i have rolling papers

day 37: not doing well, headache, haven't smoked and not feeling like it which is amazing

my "friend" just talked shit about me TO MY FACE in a room with only me and him, he never said by name tho but he described me perfectly and glared at me, like sure dude i get that ur mad that i didn't reply, but you called my house ugly and the food my parents cooked for you gross, like cmon man

honestly same, except it was 2022 to 2023

i almost got into a relationship a few days ago, thank god he rejected me then lmao, wouldn't want to be hated by baron von phobia

day 36: doing well, haven't smoked, just living life

day 35: I've gone far past the date I planned to stay sober from w33d to, so I might pick up something to smoke later this weekend, it's nice to know I can control it though, I just don't really want to quit yet and I can't recover completely if I don't want to heal. Didn't smoke today

day 34: I really wanted to smoke but didn't end up doing it :)

day 33: doing well, nothing special tbh, I won't smoke

day 32: shit I forgot to update a few hours ago, I'm tipsy, Halloween night and all that shit, won't smoke

day 31: Incase it wasn't clear with yesterday's post, I didn't smoke. I still haven't even though I want to

day 30: sorry guys I forgot to update I've been feeling a bit weird today

day 29: just a normal day, nothing out of the ordinary.

What's up

day 28: really tempted to buy weed, but I won't, it's been like a month since I smoked weed and even though I feel better physically, psychologically in doing worse, I won't buy anything though, I'll just try to ignore the urges

day 27: hungover but fine, not doing well at all mentally, won't smoke tho