you worshipped my corpse until two hunters from Byrgenwerth showed up and killed you all and cut my child from my womb and killed and experimented on him so I laid a curse of blood upon all hunters?
17.08.2025 04:35 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0@odaaauthor.bsky.social
Writer, tired, CSA survivor, easing back into this, profile pic by @samiihyan.art
you worshipped my corpse until two hunters from Byrgenwerth showed up and killed you all and cut my child from my womb and killed and experimented on him so I laid a curse of blood upon all hunters?
17.08.2025 04:35 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Would y'all still love me if I was an incomprehensible horror from a higher plane who washed ashore in your village, my pregnant body dead but my mind alive, and my presence started mutating you while-
17.08.2025 04:35 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Me watching all the people on TikTok advocate for censorship because they've fallen hard for the puritanical propaganda and believe that discomfort = harm
07.08.2025 00:19 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0An illustration from 2023 of Noah and Lucy standing close together, smiling; they're both holding up one finger because this was to celebrate NOAH ARC's second anniversary
Noah's 2024 OCtober illustration; just a frazzled ball of anxious boy
I despise that this doodle took me 45 seconds and I gave it to someone; this is still one of my favorite drawings of Noah and it turned out SO CUTE I printed it on a tote bag and it's now my favorite bag
A mid-20s Noah drawing?! With navy hair because that's canon when he's 19, and the undersides are light purple because this is from an AU in which he's an eldritch tentacle monster of observation pretending to be human
Happy Birthday to my Best Boy πβ€οΈπ§‘
06.08.2025 18:54 β π 1 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0Crazy how suddenly I have outstanding late fees on rent that I was never told about when I try to move out.
Remember folks: Chairman Mao was right about landlords.
Really not sure why scrivener hates like half the words in the dictionary
24.07.2025 08:49 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0#WIPSnips - inside
Here, we get a sneak peak at Harthin's idea of leadership and how it clashes with his father's.
#WIPSnips - minor
I have something that fits the vibe. In which Harthin, for once, isn't having the absolute worst time anyone could possible be having. See? He gets reprieve. Sometimes.
Tyty ^_^
20.07.2025 18:15 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0#WIPSnips - moon
A snippet Harthin reads from another character's journal. One of five, if I can stick to plan, scattered through the book between chapters. I'm hoping readers will be able to guess which character wrote them by the time they reach the reveal near the end.
Also yay eldritch horror!
#WIPSnips - search
The opening to book 2 is, um... Not exactly the most cheerful piece of fiction I've ever written. It quite literally opens with a suicide attempt. It does make a great contrast for later in the book, though.
Tyty ^_^
18.07.2025 20:19 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0I think I used "consumptive" wrong. Whoops XD
18.07.2025 20:15 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0My poor boy is deeply codependent and has had one (1) model for healthy intimacy, but because he recently realized that even the people he loves most are fallible, he doesn't really believe it's possible for love to exist outside of a consumptive context.
18.07.2025 20:13 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0#WIPSnips - together
In which Harthin is Not Well and seeks comfort in the only person who he believes is truly his.
There's some definite inspiration in this scene from Don't Let the Forest In, so if you like this, I highly recommend you read that book.
Maybe that's my solution until I can afford something better than Assurance and Depends π€
13.07.2025 09:05 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0The overarching antagonist of the series also gets his ideology from one of the major factions that fought in the war which led up to the second cataclysm. Which is partially why he loathes the Dark so much. Which is why he wants Harthin and everyone like him dead.
12.07.2025 09:04 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0It's hard to say for sure because there are several, but I'd probably have to say the second cataclysm. It altered the shape of the planet down to its tectonic plates and nearly eradicated all life. It could have been prevented, probably, if not for imperialism and religious wars.
12.07.2025 09:04 β π 2 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0#WIPSnips - Locker
I don't have today's word, but I do have wardrobe, which I think is pretty similar and definitely fits the vibe.
Keep in mind, I'm saying this as a survivor of CSA, so it's not like I don't know the pain and trauma of being molested. I understand it quite well. And I still don't want the people who raped me to be killed.
20.04.2025 23:02 β π 0 π 1 π¬ 0 π 0#WIPSnips - smile
Harthin is his own worst enemy istg
Reminder that obscenity laws are inherently fascistic
02.07.2025 03:53 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0#WIPsnips - Challenge
Green is such a beautiful color on Harthin.
Ope, looks like your DMs aren't open XD
26.06.2025 04:00 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 2 π 0I see. Do you mind if I DM you some questions for research for a book?
26.06.2025 03:46 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Are you also incontinent or do you just use them for enjoyment
25.06.2025 04:40 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0The tiny tails don't leak much, do they?
23.06.2025 19:42 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Oh those are cute. What brand do you buy?
23.06.2025 19:13 β π 1 π 0 π¬ 1 π 0Mfs when Of Darkness and Ash (a story about the lingering effects of sexual trauma in adolescent boys) has depictions of minors in sexual situations in it and said minors aren't "perfect victims": π±π±π±π±π±π±π±
23.06.2025 19:12 β π 0 π 0 π¬ 0 π 0Possible TMI: I hate regular diapers. They're so thin and weak and leaky >:(
Abdl diapers actually fucking work and aren't just ugly white. And I like feeling the bulk of them. Makes me feel safe. To all my fellow incontinent people I reccommend buying from abdl brands instead of brands like depends