Brokens (Menthol gunk)

Making a :) face at us

if they do they can't put a page wide manscaped ad in the middle of the article

The character's design is so brilliant that's why I kept it as a persona

Sooner im gonna steer away from my main sona, who's just jack Salem, to someone more original. I dont really feel comfortable using someone else's character as a persona

I did this watercolor piece 2 months ago and forgot about it after asking myself I’ll finish it later (uh I didn’t) but I’m still proud of how it turned out. When painting it looked like a potato but it drying out shines it a bit, enjoy I guess

I dunno why it lost its spark on me but perhaps its just me growing up and finding out relationships aren't really that important anymore, a main core of its messaging. There's more to it for sure, like shinji being a lab rat to nerv and the ethics of it in warfare. But that gets lost early on

Rewatched Evangelion recently too.... I remember liking this show a lot more when I was younger.

My cat should take this advice

watched the hazbin helluva series. wooooow what absolute dogwash lmfao. i heard it gets worse too, i dont think i can stomach it anymore

I remember as a kid I thought roseart was the premium brand of crayons as its name was more verbose than Crayola, like faber-castell. Crayola is such a kookie name I thought it was the baby brand and the real kids used roseart

Might post my post it note drawings of smoking cats that I doodle when anxious. It’s been a weird interest of me, paintings and vintage post cards of cats smoking. I think it’s neat and gritty

why drive when u can fly

I wish i could escape this violent train of thought but there's no escaping, just coping. I can't do anything to help myself here, just left to drown by myself

Maybe im looking at things cruelly. But I've been going insane for 7 years and the numbness to it is wearing off suddenly.

Screwed up thing i realized is that im probably not gonna make it to my 30s, 40 if im lucky,due to my deteriorating mental and physical health. Jesus fuck if the nicotine and menthol doesn't kill me i think myself will. Never been so stressed and sleepless even as a depressed teen

God ive been playing gta 4 and its a masterpiece. If I have the will I'll explain why its the best story in any game ever. I just feel dead inside and playing a dark game like it keeps my emotions straight, realize the darkness in life is there, im not crazy and there's things to love in life

One time as a teen I talked to someone on discord and was interested in what art I made so I half-assed some post note doodles and the dude never spoke to me again. It sounds nightmarish and it was. Never posted art online since lol.

Ill see if I can find a drawing tablet on black Friday sale so I can actually render art and not post sketchbook drawing like a disgusting amateur

I think the blog was French, hint the text on the garage. That blog might be gone as its 10 years ago I found it.

Decided to sketch something in bed. I remember seeing a blog that posted dudes with inanimate objects as head, like tv's, smoking in alley ways. I took that one verse from earl sweatshirts 20 waves caps "99 problems all gone in that one joint" and put it in paper. That's basically inspired this

Gonna be a dick as of late. Got smacked again on how fake some people can get with trust. I really dont trust anyone "wholesome" anymore without some sort of soft power in hand

"Your trauma dumping" oh ok, so you just want people to shut up. That's what you want. Please tell me with receipts that anyone who express su!cidal intentions actually "hurt" people with ptsd tied to that. I sure dont, actually I try to jump in to help people, its the correct thing to do

Roughest gulp I had to do was realizing we lost so many souls from this individualistic bullshit. Twitters "help" advice rippled so hard on people its probably not gonna disappear in a long time. Reminds me when covid started dudes were just saying "hand sanitizer doesn't do anything"

Need to keep tapping the sign that dont trust anything on the internet with a fist full of salt, especially when it comes to mental health. Thing that annoys me is how easy junk science like "self help" "you can't help them, they're too far gone" spreaded too far that its impacting society

Comment to one of their post that you care. People want to be understood when they express themselves on SM, not correct. Seeing someone human activity talk to them and not some dopamine loop in a site's algorithm will calm most people down during SI

The public needs to reassured that we aren't funding a bergen-belsen in the name of social media sensationalism. Then again this administration has lower IQ then Trump has children

Thing i gotta ask about ICE is what are they hiding in these camps. When it happened in 2018, there was mass reporting on the facilities and the death of a 16 y o boy in there. Now only eye witnesses from former detainees.

Tonight's even more proof the mainstream reporters who are still on Twitter are suffering from a brain problem akin Havana Syndrome that is preventing them from accurately doing their jobs. They are being cooked alive by a snuff-focused apartheid algorithm.

Keeping the sketch in here just in case I fuck up the lineart and coloring