Took a nap after my head felt like it was going to pop and had several stabbing pains
Why did I wake up with my knee feeling sprained?
I need to speak to management ๐ฉ
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Took a nap after my head felt like it was going to pop and had several stabbing pains
Why did I wake up with my knee feeling sprained?
I need to speak to management ๐ฉ
Disability is a minority group you can join at any time
Many of us were โyoung & otherwise healthyโ when we became ill
We were working & couldnโt imagine being unable to earn a living
We didnโt plan to become disabled. We didnโt plan to stop working
It can happen to anyone
Cyberpunk pointillism art handbag
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My wheelchair battery died while I was getting on the bus even though I had two bars before I left to go to the hospital. I don't have a spare yet as they aren't cheap so Mr 14 had to wheel me on the bus ๐ณ
31.10.2025 11:04 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Hey, I'm in deep right now. Any help would be appreciated so I can pay for food and bills this month. Thank you, even just for reading.
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Cyberpunk pointillism art handbag
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Transvestigating Donald Trump
30.10.2025 20:30 โ ๐ 0 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0I'm ready to fight whoever in Sainsbury's keeps raising the price of whole milk. Since last month it's gone from 90p for a litre to ยฃ1.40.
I'm now paying an extra 50p for the same shit because they're so greedy ๐
I did try the budget reduced fat milk but neither me or the kids like the taste
One of the great things about being a fashion designer is I make the rules for my brand.
Even within an established style.
ESPECIALLY in a style that was born as a rebellion against societal beauty standards.
This Gif is me right now:
I'm a hero. Transform
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A lot of content creators regardless of behavior often get dehumanized and become people's punching bags. We can't be liked by everyone. Which is fine. But some people do take this dislike or jealousy to extremes. And it can be really harmful and dangerous to us.
28.10.2025 22:59 โ ๐ 30 ๐ 3 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0I don't think depression or any mental health stuff is anything to be ashamed of. We all deal with something at some point. We get burned out. I just wish there were more support for people in general but especially for content creators. Cause the stuff we deal with is vile.
28.10.2025 22:59 โ ๐ 29 ๐ 2 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0When you're depressed while making content. It's tricky cause you kinda have to pretend to be okay to keep going. Cause some people will try to harm you or take advantage of you if they know you're depressed. And many won't believe you cause you seem happy in all your content.
28.10.2025 22:53 โ ๐ 43 ๐ 5 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 1Over the years I've had to learn to kind of detach a part of me from my content creation and business. Not to take mean comments personally about my content. It's easier said than done. And I'm still working on this. I know my depression is a lifelong battle.
28.10.2025 22:53 โ ๐ 37 ๐ 4 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Some of you know I've battled with depression for a very long time. I've had people take advantage of me during some of my worst depressive states. Being a content creator while trying to manage your depression is a balancing act. You often have to remind people that you're human.
28.10.2025 22:53 โ ๐ 96 ๐ 8 ๐ฌ 4 ๐ 0I try not to blame myself for being taken advantage of a lot over the years. Especially within the cosplay community. I did the best with what I knew at the time. And believed the best in people. I know better now. I did what I had to do to survive and make it through those times.
28.10.2025 23:25 โ ๐ 21 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 2 ๐ 0I think what makes this all so much worse is the fact my apartment at the time was a serious mess due to the severity of my depression at that time. I know now that real friends would have helped me clean my place and asked what I needed. They would have cared and helped me out.
28.10.2025 23:18 โ ๐ 34 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 2 ๐ 0So yeah, I consider those cosplayers/ex friends very racist and manipulative. And no amount of abuse from them will make me take it back.
28.10.2025 23:18 โ ๐ 26 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Thankfully the photographer knew something was up and asked me for consent regarding the release of the photos. I asked that the group photos not get released. Since I couldn't really consent to it and was forced into it.
28.10.2025 23:14 โ ๐ 28 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0Essentially they needed someone Black to cosplay the Black character and they forced me to be that person when they knew I was too depressed to refuse them in person. They waited to take advantage of me. And it felt so gross.
28.10.2025 23:13 โ ๐ 29 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 2 ๐ 0They wanted me to cosplay with them cause I was "accurate" in their eyes since I was cosplaying a Black character. And they basically couldn't take no for an answer. I did the shoot to make them happy but it was obvious I wasn't okay. Even the photographer noticed this.
28.10.2025 23:10 โ ๐ 31 ๐ 1 ๐ฌ 1 ๐ 0One of the times I was taken advantage of by people I thought were friends. They drove 3 hours to surprise me apparently for my birthday. They pressured me into doing a cosplay photoshoot with them that I had previously said no to. I was in a position & mental state where I couldn't really consent.
28.10.2025 23:07 โ ๐ 79 ๐ 9 ๐ฌ 3 ๐ 0i am not jungkook's strongest soldier
28.10.2025 17:48 โ ๐ 42 ๐ 9 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 9When you are a parent obsessed with #BTS and you find the corss over you never knew you needed.
youtu.be/IxhsoNvDT2M?...
Who TF does that?? Thank the bunny gods for you and your neighbour
28.10.2025 20:10 โ ๐ 1 ๐ 0 ๐ฌ 0 ๐ 0Please contribute if you're able or share if you're not.
Directly asking people you know is most effective
Lia Smith, a transgender student at Middlebury College in Vermont, has been confirmed dead by local authorities. Smith, 21, had been reported missing by her father on October 19.
28.10.2025 16:50 โ ๐ 177 ๐ 51 ๐ฌ 19 ๐ 4I'm going to try requesting it to be sent to a different Pharmacy and reminded them it's exhausting to keep picking up prescriptions every few days as a disabled person.
Hopefully they listen
Off my Duloxetine AGAIN because apparently asking for a 28 day supply instead of 7 day is too much for either the prescription team or my pharmacy ๐
I love how these people keep fucking around with my mental health as if I wasn't suicidal for over a year recently ๐