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Took a nap after my head felt like it was going to pop and had several stabbing pains

Why did I wake up with my knee feeling sprained?

I need to speak to management ๐Ÿ˜ฉ

02.11.2025 23:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Disability is a minority group you can join at any time

Many of us were โ€œyoung & otherwise healthyโ€ when we became ill

We were working & couldnโ€™t imagine being unable to earn a living

We didnโ€™t plan to become disabled. We didnโ€™t plan to stop working

It can happen to anyone

31.10.2025 08:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 641    ๐Ÿ” 211    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 21    ๐Ÿ“Œ 19
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Cyberpunk pointillism art handbag

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#pointillism #contemporary #art #fashion #BlackOwned #smallbusiness #disabledartist #BostonBag #cyberpunk #OriginalArt

31.10.2025 01:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

My wheelchair battery died while I was getting on the bus even though I had two bars before I left to go to the hospital. I don't have a spare yet as they aren't cheap so Mr 14 had to wheel me on the bus ๐Ÿ˜ณ

31.10.2025 11:04 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Support Aleana Support Aleana

Hey, I'm in deep right now. Any help would be appreciated so I can pay for food and bills this month. Thank you, even just for reading.
#art #mutualaid #promisky #artcommission
ko-fi.com/aleana/goal?...

20.08.2025 10:49 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 59    ๐Ÿ” 19    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Cyberpunk pointillism art handbag

aelyaen.etsy.com/listing/1371...

#pointillism #contemporary #art #fashion #BlackOwned #smallbusiness #disabledartist #BostonBag #cyberpunk #OriginalArt

31.10.2025 01:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Transvestigating Donald Trump

30.10.2025 20:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I'm ready to fight whoever in Sainsbury's keeps raising the price of whole milk. Since last month it's gone from 90p for a litre to ยฃ1.40.

I'm now paying an extra 50p for the same shit because they're so greedy ๐Ÿ™„

I did try the budget reduced fat milk but neither me or the kids like the taste

30.10.2025 20:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a man and a woman are talking to each other and the man is saying look at me . Alt: a man and a woman are talking to each other and the man is saying look at me, I'm the boss now.

One of the great things about being a fashion designer is I make the rules for my brand.

Even within an established style.

ESPECIALLY in a style that was born as a rebellion against societal beauty standards.

This Gif is me right now:

29.10.2025 19:57 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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I'm a hero. Transform

ๅค‰่บซใฃๆ‚ชใฏใกใƒใŸใ‚“ใซใŠไปปใ›ใใ ใ•ใ„ใฃโ˜†

29.10.2025 12:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2834    ๐Ÿ” 619    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 78    ๐Ÿ“Œ 19

A lot of content creators regardless of behavior often get dehumanized and become people's punching bags. We can't be liked by everyone. Which is fine. But some people do take this dislike or jealousy to extremes. And it can be really harmful and dangerous to us.

28.10.2025 22:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 30    ๐Ÿ” 3    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I don't think depression or any mental health stuff is anything to be ashamed of. We all deal with something at some point. We get burned out. I just wish there were more support for people in general but especially for content creators. Cause the stuff we deal with is vile.

28.10.2025 22:59 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 29    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

When you're depressed while making content. It's tricky cause you kinda have to pretend to be okay to keep going. Cause some people will try to harm you or take advantage of you if they know you're depressed. And many won't believe you cause you seem happy in all your content.

28.10.2025 22:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 43    ๐Ÿ” 5    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Over the years I've had to learn to kind of detach a part of me from my content creation and business. Not to take mean comments personally about my content. It's easier said than done. And I'm still working on this. I know my depression is a lifelong battle.

28.10.2025 22:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 37    ๐Ÿ” 4    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Some of you know I've battled with depression for a very long time. I've had people take advantage of me during some of my worst depressive states. Being a content creator while trying to manage your depression is a balancing act. You often have to remind people that you're human.

28.10.2025 22:53 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 96    ๐Ÿ” 8    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I try not to blame myself for being taken advantage of a lot over the years. Especially within the cosplay community. I did the best with what I knew at the time. And believed the best in people. I know better now. I did what I had to do to survive and make it through those times.

28.10.2025 23:25 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 21    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

I think what makes this all so much worse is the fact my apartment at the time was a serious mess due to the severity of my depression at that time. I know now that real friends would have helped me clean my place and asked what I needed. They would have cared and helped me out.

28.10.2025 23:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 34    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

So yeah, I consider those cosplayers/ex friends very racist and manipulative. And no amount of abuse from them will make me take it back.

28.10.2025 23:18 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 26    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Thankfully the photographer knew something was up and asked me for consent regarding the release of the photos. I asked that the group photos not get released. Since I couldn't really consent to it and was forced into it.

28.10.2025 23:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 28    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Essentially they needed someone Black to cosplay the Black character and they forced me to be that person when they knew I was too depressed to refuse them in person. They waited to take advantage of me. And it felt so gross.

28.10.2025 23:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 29    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 2    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

They wanted me to cosplay with them cause I was "accurate" in their eyes since I was cosplaying a Black character. And they basically couldn't take no for an answer. I did the shoot to make them happy but it was obvious I wasn't okay. Even the photographer noticed this.

28.10.2025 23:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 31    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

One of the times I was taken advantage of by people I thought were friends. They drove 3 hours to surprise me apparently for my birthday. They pressured me into doing a cosplay photoshoot with them that I had previously said no to. I was in a position & mental state where I couldn't really consent.

28.10.2025 23:07 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 79    ๐Ÿ” 9    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 3    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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i am not jungkook's strongest soldier

28.10.2025 17:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 42    ๐Ÿ” 9    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 9
Sesame Street & The Panel sing โ€œDynamiteโ€ by BTS | THE MASKED SINGER | SEASON 9
YouTube video by Mr. Masky Sesame Street & The Panel sing โ€œDynamiteโ€ by BTS | THE MASKED SINGER | SEASON 9

When you are a parent obsessed with #BTS and you find the corss over you never knew you needed.

youtu.be/IxhsoNvDT2M?...

28.10.2025 18:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 20    ๐Ÿ” 6    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

Who TF does that?? Thank the bunny gods for you and your neighbour

28.10.2025 20:10 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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๐Ÿผ Help Nebal Feed Her Newborn & Care for Her Family in Gaza ๐Ÿ’” Short plea

Please contribute if you're able or share if you're not.

Directly asking people you know is most effective

28.10.2025 17:12 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 2    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Lia Smith, Missing 21-Year-Old Trans Student, Found Dead in Vermont The Middlebury College student was a double major in computer science and statistics.

Lia Smith, a transgender student at Middlebury College in Vermont, has been confirmed dead by local authorities. Smith, 21, had been reported missing by her father on October 19.

28.10.2025 16:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 177    ๐Ÿ” 51    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 19    ๐Ÿ“Œ 4

I'm going to try requesting it to be sent to a different Pharmacy and reminded them it's exhausting to keep picking up prescriptions every few days as a disabled person.

Hopefully they listen

28.10.2025 01:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Off my Duloxetine AGAIN because apparently asking for a 28 day supply instead of 7 day is too much for either the prescription team or my pharmacy ๐Ÿ˜’

I love how these people keep fucking around with my mental health as if I wasn't suicidal for over a year recently ๐Ÿ™ƒ

28.10.2025 01:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Save Dr. fedaa and motaz family from theย genocide I am Fedaa Al Nadi, a paediatrician from Gaza. Kindly read my story below:

Please contribute if you're able or share if you're not.

Directly asking people you know is most effective

27.10.2025 17:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 1    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

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