A Wraithful God

Kg3 wins for black, assuming it’s black to move

Stopped using this app for awhile but I’m back. Since I last posted, I relapsed gambling, and am rn in a hardcore anorexia relapse. I think I’ll be fine, but I don’t want the most recent post to be about recovery when it’s really not going well.

Today I’ve fallen back into my common pattern of holing up in my room.
I don’t want to go outside, I don’t want to talk to people, I don’t want to see the people I live with.
But I’m not gambling. That’s all I used to do in my room. But not today.

#recovery #gamblingrecovery #gambling #addiction

I’m glad it missed you too. Unfortunately gambling is becoming more and more available due to online casinos and sports betting. Sports betting from my phone was my main form of gambling. I could do it from my bed… scary stuff.

Eventually I treated gambling like a full time job, like so many others, but the more I “worked” the deeper I fell into debt.

Gambling is the only job where you lose money every hour you work instead of gain it.

62 days without a bet.

#recovery #gamblingrecovery #compulsivegambler #gambling