karis 🎄

okay miss popular skeet

literally me when i

it's fuck

a screenshot of twitch chat aJarOfEric: oh no aJarOfEric: it's fuck

If you have a VPN on, it might do this

I'm always saying this

to be fair, I did learn "I want a lady in the streets but a freak in the bed" from that song and was just going around saying it as like a 9 year old, so, they might have been on to something

YES

a sugar cookie decorated with green and yellow frosting and christmas sprinkles

I was very brave (went to one store to get one christmas gift) so I got a cookie

odin the tan chihuahua sleeps on a couch shaped dog bed under an orange halloween themed blanket , the bed is kinda squished between a wall and the leg of a desk

oh to be a lil chihuahua sleeping on a couch bed with a halloween blanket under the desk

I'm actually crying he's so cute!!! I'm so glad you're getting him!!!! AHH!!!!!

it's called deep freeze by michael c grumley, i just started it when i put it on for the shower so i don't know how good it is overall but i like it so far

y'all are all so sweet, thank you for your kind words 💜 it always always helps to know I'm not the only one whose brain is self sabotaging

And I put on an audiobook about drowning in a freezing lake in a car accident on snowy roads and took a shower, like a regular and normal human does

I wrote this post, not posting it, and stood in the doorway of the bathroom with my phone in my hand looking at the post and zoning out for 20 minutes because I knew once I posted it it meant I'd have to actually shower. Why is my brain so fucking stupid

my anxiety has made me avoid showering and washing my hair and I told myself I have to do it today and I can't do any of my hobby things until I do it but I literally feel such bad anxiety/dread about it that I'm just stuck sitting and not doing anything

i started palia today and played for a little over 11 hours. it's been years since ive sat and played a game that long. i shirked all of my adult responsibilities. and i blame @sagenoodle.bsky.social

AHHH!!!!!!

in a white wolf of icicle creek replay vod towards the beginning there's a part where joe says "this says 'bone door', I wrote the word 'bone door'" that makes me laugh out loud every single time no matter what I'm doing and often it means I'm almost asleep and laugh myself awake

a screenshot of twitch chat acidkumquat: he was a boy and now he's a man reidie_: can I make it anymore obvious

@reidie.com I can't stop thinking about this 12+ hours later

With a raise, maybe!!!!!!!

carmen and I both spiraling in the same way that will lead us to quit our jobs to become twitch streamers

literally every day at this point

watering down my canned minute maid lemonade like I'm a toddler even though it's already zero sugar

sending you so many good vibes!!!! 💜💜💜🤟🤟🤟

idk i have a kofi if anyone wants to chip in a few dollars, but i hate even having to ask.

she's the best dog in the whole world and i love her so much.

ko-fi.com/jayleevt

what a beautiful girl 💜💜 honestly seeing them in pain and having to decide when its the right time to say goodbye might be worse than when they're actually gone. any kind of animal loss is a pain I wouldnt wish on anyone. im so so sorry you're going through this jaylee, I'm sending so much love 💜💜

thank u diva!!!!

I mean pretty much that!!

I'm putting together a playlist of songs to listen to while I get my shit together tomorrow. Please send me your "get your shit together" songs