Wisteria💜🍋

Going in to get a dating ultrasound. If I can get photos would yall want to see?

Since I’ve been pregnant. People I know irl have been pushing me to see a psychiatrist. A girl that I know with bpd is urging me to get checked to see if I have bpd because I match her symptoms before she was diagnosed. Gun to my head I’m never seeing a psychiatrist again.

Struggling with my fucking body changing in pregnancy my mom sends me photos from freshman year in high school the last time I was skinny 😔🔫

Thought I was gonnna recover while pregnant yall. I lied to myself. Im not gonna restrict while pregnant just gonna come back to everything after I give birth.

Thank you ❤️

Hi I know I’ve been inactive. But I just found out I’m in fact pregnant. Today marks 7 weeks. I just wanted to let everyone know.

Found out I wasn’t pregnant but literally something is wrong and the doctors can’t figure it out. So I bought a pack of cigarettes

Sorry I’ve been inactive. Currently waiting to find out if I’m pregnant. Been nauseous and throwing up.

Moving near my parents out in the country side. And here are the pros and cons

Pro:
My stepmom has a treadmill
I can go for walks and not feel judged

Con:
Near my parents
I’ll actually need to learn to drive
No Walmart near 💔

Birthday Saturday. Gonna either heavily restrict or fast the next two days. Then after my birthday does anyone wanna start a diet/fast together.

Been gone for a month updates
No longer pescatarian
Sober from alcohol
New puppy
And a phone that’s activated

My grandma, my great grandmother and my disabled aunt all had it. You cannot excuse it but saying “oh you can’t be mad because she has dementia”. I would never hurt her I was just angry and ranting. If you think I’m a bad person block me and move the fuck on.

Someone fucking verbally abusing you and then actually causing you physical harm doesn’t mean less because they’re disabled. She wanted to hurt me when she threw a chair at me. So yes I said things I would never do because I was fucking hurt.

I didn’t hurt anyone. I was just ranting. I wouldn’t hurt anyone especially my mother in law. But I’ve put up with her racist remarks, even jab at me, her literally berating me while I sat and did nothing and last night I go to make myself some food and we argue and I get hit with a wooden chair.

First off I was drunk and emotional. But I go through something traumatic and she treats me like a villain and I’m a bad person.

I have a whole job. I’m allowed to have feelings.

That sound terrible. I hate thin yogurts. It’s like milk but wrong

Is it a thick or thin yogurt? I’ve been wanting to trying it but I don’t know anything about the texture

I waited till my sister was home (like 10 minutes while hiding in the bathroom). Yes I said I wanted to hurt her. Because I was having to decide weither or not i needed an ambulance. I had to call my dad for money because I was so scared.

I literally left AFTER she threw a chair at me

Let’s see what’s gonna happen

Literally no clue

I’ll get a Diet Coke rn

I love you so much don’t
Ruin it

That will ruin my drunkinggg

He literally just yelled at her about what if I pressed charges

I want to soooo bad but my fiancé loves his mom

Okay when we gonna kiss now 😒💕

My fiancé lives with her cuz she can’t live alone. I’m at my point with her. She does something wild again. I will punch her.

Gonna order an uber when my sister gets to our house