dave 🥧 edsky

i may just go to bed early and fail a few assignments . life doesnt really matter to me anymore

why does it never get better ?

all my classmates have plans today . i will be sitting in my bed working all night because i have so much to do and i have no friends to do anything with . i am reminded how much of a loser i am every year and the pain it brings never dulls

im going to cry this project my groupmate is so stupid i have to fix all of this its taken me hours and i have to rewrite an entire slide

i overindulged today and i really hate that . i will try and not anything tomorrow
good night edsky . im super tired tonight

this is due friday . if you do not have anything done by thursday i will be telling on you ?? why did you specifically ask ME to be your partner and then after all my stories of telling on people for not working with me think that YOU will get away with it ???? 🫠 no

group projects always end bad . why have you literally done nothing are you joking . and where is your sources ??

just got assigned my third project at once . why are they all right now

never solved connections so fast than today

i had a few difficulties but overall a decent night ! i hope you slept well too

good night edsky . perhaps tomorrow will be a better day

sheep and snails are so wonderful . my favourite animals

so cold in my house jeez

night edsky

weeping . the suffering will never end and im tired of living— not just this way— any way .

heart is pounding and im so nauseous . need to eat but why would i do that
house only has binge food that makes me feel worse and too dizzy to get something that will help
it hurts

i feel so physically awful . dizzy and my heart racing
when does it ever end . its been years living like this

morning . todays connections had me stuck on green for an embarrassing amount of time despite me looking over it and seeing and saying the quote in my head ..
also a little mad about purple including starling .. but i do get why its there !
if we have work today , work hard . rest if you need to .

like NO, just bc i post about my symptoms for like minded people to understand and provide support for does not mean im "glamorizing" it or making it out to be something thats nice. if you got any of that from me bitching about how miserable i am then ur INSANE actually, so fuck off thanks

taking a counselling course for credit and they just talked eds . get me out of here

what a friday . what a week
cannot believe i still have so much to do during the weekend
i dont have the energy to cry about it

staring at the late clock while my eyes burn and i still have work to do

sorry for no posts lately . why is life so busy and tiring just to get nothing in return

been sick for days

i cant stop crying ive had the worst day and this migraine wont go away this is so painful

i wish there was a big database for garments over the years . would love to know what things are called so i can actually get clothes i want

im so tired . i dont have too much to do today but the exhaustion is weighing on me

a birthday card with a cat wearing a party hat and a cupcake with a candle on it ALT: a birthday card with a cat wearing a party hat and a cupcake with a candle on it

happy birthday !!!

oh i finally hit 1k posts . so happy 1k
im going to bed very soon not because im tired but because i dont have energy to do anything