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yaay!

i suppose i'm somewhete inbetween but it's fine, can't expect myself to jump into social activity within a single moment

I live

Hell, Butcher Vanity insanity buildup in Through Patched of Violet with Cristina Vee vocals.
That's... oddly specific, isn't it

In the middle of night I crave for metal cover of Through Patches of Violet, but every cover keeps original vocals. I want raw emotion, rage, self-hatred, insanity.
And every version is rather timid.

Jobhunting reality is getting an answer after several weeks; it says the position is closed already.

I remeber that but not quite feel it. It's weird in a way.

I admit this is funny, fits the mood

Tried to get back to some art projects and I hate them all, but not enough to start from scratch. This doesn't bring joy.

both tall and small bugs are the best...

Game: Silksong

FARI DULA SIMANET 🎼🎶🎶🎵

Artwork is a gem, music is honey, bugs are adorable, hk glitches never change, sherma is precious, ohmygodBILE, songs are silked and silk is songed, ohnowe'vemadeeverythingworse, fleas go awooo and my heart melts.

#zer0ctrlMedia2025

It's a cat
- my phone, 2025

i literally shed a tear. miku....

he looks quite fluffy, nobody would ever suspect anything

such a good sweet potat...

Also played gacha irl
Hoped to get Stitch, but thought "hey, I won't be upset if I get Kuromi"

I'm lowkey sulky. That's it.

MORE BREATHTAKING VIEWS

And Bingtangyu Grand Canyon, my beloved! It's the most beautiful place we've visited there and I enjoyed time there a lot despite me being a sacredy cat and refusing to approach the glass bridge.

Botanical garden is a lie. It's an amusement park and aquapark mostly, pure disappointment, but at least we saw a capybara there.
Also it's a mediocre amusement park, Nanyuu is 1000 times better.

The Great Wall. Guess who was too scared to come closer to walls and take a peek. Me. It was me.

And more Beidaihe, mostly Dove's Nest Park here. Love the lights everywhere~

Beidaihe

Bohai Bay itself

Right, I fell sick and only now am recovering, hah. Got my sweet time to import photos and organize them in somewhat nice way.

@studiocyen.bsky.social @muracasardis.bsky.social
uwu~

yeah, everything went pretty well, except some tiring faults on our travel agency's side
still i enjoyed sea air and delicious food a lot and i miss it already, haha

I will never cease to amaze myself with reaching new frontiers of my own exhaustion!

I'm back and somehow feel even more tired! Great!

I'm failing, huh. I guess I could rush the final steps, but I don't want another source of stress.

that button is holding on for dear life
#LimbusCompany

The next station is 🚄➡️
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