Ashley :)

time keeps ticking by so fast and i remain so tired

but i AM a "girl" i love doing "girl" things

it's true i DO worry about being seen as a "girl"

you act so sweet, and i fall for it every time

i have no shame!

and i craaave validation from people all the fucking time and i wish i could simply just "get a grip" but it constantly clogs up my mind. especially validation from CERTAIN people that i will not name lol

every day is just a constant back and forth of moods and emotions. from being ontop of the world one sec and switching to hella depression the next. days full of anxiety and paranoia that rarely ever subsides. 🙃

and i hate how i can't really do anything about it i just gotta learn to live with it. tried meds and it just made it worse 😃

i wish it was as quirky and cool as people pretend it is

i hate having bpd

i'm drunk :/

i just want to have funnn. is that too much to ask for?

idk why i feel that i need people to know what i'm up to especially certain people. i do things and nobody knows about it. and nobody knows.

FUCK TEMPO ENTERPRISES OMGGG

me just now realizing that I'M the annoying extrovert friend who asks ppl to hang out all the time

no matter what fuck-ass shit i have to deal with i always manage to come back to life 😌

i'm worth all of it

i'm extremely funny and interesting

another day, another financial scam i fall for

i've never had a customer service rep over the phone tell me jokes before 😂

not my coworkers putting me in pbr 😭

ahhh!!! gimli and legolas love each otherrr <3<3<3

we're all good guys i'm back to the yolo mindset 😌

exactly, same here. idk how people do that and continue on completely unbothered 🙄

tf you mean "feels like" it either is or isn't 40 degrees outside

AHHH! enough with the suspense!

i'm... a part of the crew :,)

i'll always pronounce stephen "stefen" idgaf

thank you 😮‍💨

ugh. you have no idea how much i hate being an american lol