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some shithead took my laundry out before it was ready to use my machine, and tried to cover if by putting my dripping wt clothes on the highest dryer setting

I just figured out how to find gifs other than pinterest and twitter

wish i didnt deal with stress by eating

Man I completely get this. Even when someone has shown clear signs of attraction and interest towards me(sometimes even telling me outright), I freak out at the thought of having any sort of closeness or intimacy. Time after time i've distanced myself purely because they actually liked me back.

44.4kg today 🪽

Feel like i'm cheating with wl on these meds. And also if i lose too much and they figure out i'm kinda fucked. I actually have to try to maintain for maybe the next two months 😔

new iced coffee came to my local store a couple of days ago.
162 cals and 20g protein per box, no added sugar. Only 2,50€ for 2 boxes. I fear I must become a coffee drinker.

I don't know if these people are incompetent or if Im just in a really shitty situation to sort out, but shit fucking sucks. I refuse to relapse because of this tho, I'll rather kms.

there's a guy in my class who genuinely speaks like the redditor stereotype. I didn't think it was real

that looks so fcking good

tired :(

went out to pick berries and mushrooms today <3 Ate a lot on the trip so no dinner for today

a thumb nail sized spider crawling up on arm mere moment before being flushed down the toilet

mf didn't stay in his corner
#flushed

bro i still look like bmi 20 wtf is this skinnyfat shit, I probably have a bf% of 30

i didn't leave my bed today till 5pm 😔

there's owls in the moss

my scale said 44,3 today but i'm not trusting that shit

another tlt fnaf song??

a shit one of them moved to the corner over my bed, and the curtains one is gone

what my 3 day old half finished monster sees when i check to make sure no bugs crawled in it and its still safe to drink

i'm living in spider heaven. two int he corner, one on the curtain, one who moved from the curtain to the other side of the room, a big one who is hiding here somewhere...

I will do a 23-25km walk/hike this month on a Sunday. It will happen

yk I don't actually care for 40kg that much anymore. I'll be happy with 42 by christmas, but i'll be fine if I maintain or gain too. I will probably lose my med if they figure out i'm under 47kg anyways, and it's WAY more important to me that I have access to them than losing any weight. I want life

i'm at 45.3 bmi 17s
haven't purged once in over 5 months
happier

huh??!! wow i'm so sorry ☹️ you deserve so much better ❤️

on valentines day????

it’s 2025 why are there calories still

🥹 #edsky #caterpillarsky

i've purged every day this week. yesterday i purged fucking strawberries. i'll lose my teeth before i hit 25 at this pace

i need to be bellow 40kg by the of the year