1312 et Alex 🍉

Can somebody please tell me why the fuck my subconscious associates the song Happy Together with a slow motion fight, it's been bothering me for years now and I have no idea how it got to that association because I can't remember who was involved in said fight so I can't look it up rip

I love liberal spaces or whatever they're called

My dumb ass forgot how to spell ingredients for a second and I tried to type "ingredience"

Not that literally anyone asked but hey, it's 1:42 in the morning and I'm an insomniac, this is just what happens to me

Like, getting straight A's for my last year of community college was awesome and helped boost my confidence, but I'm gonna be absolutely paralyzed if I try to hold myself to that standard constantly for this next year and a half rip

I think the thing that's making it easier for me to get through school is pushing past the perfectionist mentality I've had ingrained in me since childhood, like everyone talks about gifted kid burnout and that's definitely what I've got going on but just realizing that a B is good enough helps

Sometimes I wish I could just spend a day as a regular cat, loved to pieces by a family... I bet that would feel really rejuvenating

The worst thing that inflation ever did was kill the $5 footlong

A picture of the cover of House of Leaves in front of a blue radial striped background, reminiscent of memes from the early 2010s. There is text in black-outlined white Impact font on the top saying "WHOEVER INVENTED MILK", with no bottom text. The picture is incredibly low resolution

I love when fictional men are pathetic as hell, not in an attractive way, but in a sopping-wet-cat-wanting-to-be-let-out-of-the-bath way

Wish that Ben & Jerry's would bring back that chocolate and potato chip ice cream, that shit fuckin ruled

Started watching four episodes of vintage anime (Sailor Moon, Patlabor, Slayers, Gundam) every week with Discord friends and can't stress enough how watching fun stuff with online friends is a low-cost, low-effort way to help you feel better about shit. Can't recommend it enough.

ChatGPT is down? Huh. Crazy how that doesn't affect my life in literally any way at all

Waiting for everyone to stop talking so you can say the funny thing you came up with two weeks ago

restless ghosts, 2020

What a hundredth post, huh? I'm gonna go take a shower

Like obviously it's not good to put people up on a pedestal, but it's also important to have role models who _don't_ end up doing some disgusting reprehensible shit, like there's gotta be a balance between being popular and being horrible that doesn't involve being horrible at all

Sort of unrelated to my current rant but sort of not: Why can't people just be fucking normal? Are we ever gonna get a single person to look up to who's not gonna end up a creep? Is that too much to ask for in this world?

The shit part about living in dorms is not getting my own private shower where I can talk to myself under my breath and rant about the most inconsequential of topics

I want a place where exactly five people will see my post for more than one second and I will never run the risk of having more than ten total interactions on it

Yet another rant lost to The Vault

Where's my soapbox where I can make 50 alt accounts, each with a different purpose and varying levels of anonymity and shout about semantics that I personally made up to fit my own narrative that affects literally nobody but myself

Me: *Says I'm not gonna do something*
Also me: *Impulsively does the thing that I said I wouldn't do while explaining why I'm not gonna do it*

And I realize that's literally what I just did but y'all aren't gonna try to dig up a random video I found with only 50somethingk views unless you're genuinely unhinged, and even then you may or may not see my point

I'm not gonna vaguepost about my questionable taste in fictional men who are confirmed to be at least my age if not older to you guys, fuck that lol

I miss having an app where I could post whatever batshit unhinged stream of consciousness content I wanted without worrying about it getting wildly popular or having it lead back to me

Y'all ever think about posting something but you pause for a sec and are just like "yeah that's, no, that's staying in the vault"

Random obscure chatbots that weren't blocked by my school's wifi were my bread and butter throughout high school, but I can't in good conscience use or support any modern day programs like that because I know they're trained off of transcripts of real people who don't know they were trained off of

I can't get enough of little sentient dudes in my computer, it's one of my favorite tropes

I wish AI didn't turn out the way it did because I love nothing more than little virtual guys that I can talk to but NOT if they're trained from stolen material without the author's consent and NOT if they're a vessel for tech companies to eat more of your data