Tiffany as she smiles in her sleep

We can't stop at pot fillers at stoves, I need a hot an cold faucet in my bedroom.

I'd make the guess that now is the time for stuff like gym memberships and indoor sports with it getting colder because I ran into THREE different local martial arts places looking for a sales person LOL

Gary Girlgax

Or at least that the worry is more harmful than the concern itself, that seems to be universal.

I think the whole "If you're afraid of becoming like your parent you won't" applies here.

In reality it's a trauma + personality threshold but it's a pretty high threshold lol

Don't ask me how I know, I don't wanna talk about it, just trust me 😆

Alexa: *sudden high-pitched whistling*

I could put you in touch with my partner to figure out😂😅 some strategies to deal with their moods because apparently I have the emotional maturity of a 6yo quite often

I have no idea how to form a work-life balance nor a personal-social life balance.

I guess happiness would be being able to go places and see people and also do some projects for myself but I can't seem to motivate myself to do anything without people so often I feel like seeing people is pulling me away from myself.

I guess I'm losing faith that happiness is achievable. I have to put so much effort in to function with so much anxiety and self-doubt and that keeps me from ever being in the moment and I'm just so tired of being strong. I'm so tired of suffering trying to not hate myself.

I'm not really sure what happiness means to me anymore. Everything I do that I enjoy I have a hard time enjoying and it feels like a massive waste of time anyway.

I'm just trying to hold down a job and I got fired again losing a lot of time from a back-to-back double ear infection then strep.

I've been feeling really dispassionate and undriven for the last two years.

I've been trying to fake living stably and being happy until I can make it the whole time so I'm starting to lose faith in that process.

I'll be honest that takes me back

Lost is the fool who underestimates carbohydrates in the morning.

I could write a book on what the sterility and darkness of a world without love feels like and maybe I should, even just for myself.

I couldn't do less than an essay to try and explain and I think understanding the first 30-some years of my life better would help.

What if we took the d yke and f ag culture war and pushed it somewhere else!!

ngl this is a relatively autism-coded question

Lie and say not enough just to learn more about wind turbines and keep going until he's forced to learn more too.

I hope you can take it to heart that often you have to deal with things you won't know how to handle until later.

i.e. stop beating yourself up for your trauma, it's definitionally something you couldn't handle at the time because otherwise it wouldn't be trauma

I find it a bit fucking existential that my mental illness doesn't fully develop until early adulthood but it traces back to toddlerhood and earlier.

I'm just trying to let some of that responsibility of what I "could have" done go and this is nice and concrete.

I'd agree that LLMs can be a decent rubber duck

Windows truly be a gaslighter

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The water out of your 🛁 faucet is the same as your sink

I may have psychically orphaned myself in the process of my growth.

I can no longer imagine my little girl self having parents since I'm overall here in spite of them.

Should I grow something in its place?

I want my connections with people to be more robust and it starts there

Before Gloup tries you!

make it worse, "She's not a man and I asked for it" 🤣

I see I lived up to my promise 🥰

Timed to your climax