River101

The worst feeling ever is even when your closest friends see that you are struggling mentally so bad that they don’t see a way for you out. Knowing that in their heads I will always be the weakest link. I’m too fucked up to even be around people anymore. Self isolation here I come

Depressed as fuck and don’t feel like going out but I’m not missing that rave tonight

picture of a universal number 2 pencil with a white background

spooky halloween post for “ai artists”

This is the way!!

Same to you 💗

This is so real like y’all deserve better

Called my best friend cause I was having a panic attack and she was out having lunch with friends so she said I’m joining them and now I’m eating a chicken sandwich at 3am. I have the best friends in the world I love her sm

Now that I should be getting to sleep my thoughts are getting very dark and I feel very not ok

She said if I went as the clown she’d cry 😭

I wanna go as a green and black neon scary clown to the rave tomorrow but my best friend doesent want me to because she doesent wanna see me in something scary. ITS HALLOWEEN LET ME BE SCARY ONE TIME A YEAR

Loving battlefield 6

It must be Halloween time cause there’s some ghosts in my room

I do the same thing where I think it’s been a day or 2 and then it’s been like a week. And then I go back to spamming lol

You absolutely are a friend to me and I mean that in the sense that I’d hang out with you everyday until you got tired of me and even then I’d still bomb ur phone cause I miss you cause I think you are so cool 🫂❤️

I just saw a comment on instagram of a guy saying this year with trump hasn’t been bad at all cause he’s ignored everything and lived in his comfort world… imagine being so out of loop that bragging about being that ignorant sounds remotely ok in your head. I really want to curb stomp this guy

I was on SNAP pretty much my entire life up to a couple years ago and was in the process of applying again before the shutdown. Keep n mind I receive about $1.5k separate from that and am Disabled and can't work, yet I still live in a shed and have to skip eating some days even if I save money

death would fix me

Which has been the case a lot lately, but to gain joy out of being right about that is psychopathic and he seems to just be using it to fuel his ego. A lot of people I follow are fans of his aswell and I have ask myself if they are too stupid to see what this guy is about, or if the bar is that low

There’s this guy on insta, some of you will know who I’m talking about, that makes left wing political content but he has trumps exact personality and mannerisms and I’m beginning to not be able to stand the guy. He can supposedly never be wrong yet to him the worst case scenario is always true

Mostly meaning it feels like a battlefield game and not like whatever the fuck 2042 was

Got money and got battlefield 6 and it is insanely better than 2042

Omg it looks so good!!!

I might’ve infected my best friend with my bipolar

My neighbor is my Uber Eats driver thank god I tipped well

Change one letter, ruin a candy

Nutter fingers

Sennheiser and Beyerdynamics have the best headphones. Honorable mention to Audiotechnica but they are more bought for their name than quality imo

Also AirPods have NEVER stayed in my ears and the stems touch sensors never once worked correctly on any model

Forever mad I bought AirPods again when my $50 wired Sennheiser earbuds both sound better and have better noise canceling than these overpriced awkward fitting “smart earbuds” that don’t even work half the time. I swear their newest update for the pros 2 broke everything

The rave is not what’s making me anxious, it’s my agoraphobia. Once I get there I know I’ll be perfectly fine, but I just hate the process of getting out of the house

Might be going to a rave Halloween night if my anxiety lets me