!!DIGITAL CHEESE!!!

I had a dream that someone gifted me comfy roller skates with Dolly Partons face on them

I'm out here kicking my feet and shit

Ahggghh

No way I told them I caught feelings and they're not responding. you asked if I did!!!
He asked me to be his Valentine!! Say something this is torture!!!

Urreghehehehehheheherhhejsisurhdjsksks

Tell this guy they need to respond rn or I'm going to flip my lid

Right lol it's so funny

The bitch got taken down lmao girl just downloaded the shit I'm crying

Cya in the pit of fire baddie :)

Fuck you :)

@ouchjuice7up.bsky.social this is about you

@ouchjuice7up.bsky.social
Fuck this bitch she's mean and you shouldn't follow her and she says slurs on a daily basis
⚠️JOKE⚠️
Love her love you hannie bananie keep slaying stop slurring

Just found a page of drawings of a guy I liked

Which sounds cute but I drew him as a rat

I am not having fun but I think maybe I'll be happy when it's over

I've done a bunch of work today but like it's all harder to see work so I feel less accomplished and more sad

Ugh I hate doing things

Just found a journal entry on a singular kinda ripped paper all about how a boy at school was mean to me. It was funny because this kid was super mean to me in highschool too and I hadn't remembered that he and I didn't get along at 9-10 lol

I feel like this is a job for Adderall but I don't have Adderall anymore :(

I love validation like yes tell me I'm cute but also stop it you LIAR
Feels like I can't insult myself nowadays without a bitch(the people I love) going "no you're so good"
Fuck off I'm not fishing for compliments
What happened to all the losers who when I'd insult myself they'd encourage me.

So I ate something idk what like 3 hours ago but now ive set a rule that I'm not allowed to leave my room for any reason until I'm done with this list of things and I don't wanna do my list of things

I would totally be getting drunk alone if I had A FUCKING BED IN MY ROOM!!!
But I don't bc I hate myself apparently

I hate that this isn't just a oh sometimes I feel like shit. I feel like shit all the fucking time. Just sometimes it gets so bad that I can't pretend like it's not happening.

How do I make you stop wanting all this shit for me. In theory, yeah, It'd be great
In fucking practice?? No way dude. I'll lie about it all I have to to not make it weird. But honestly if I could choose. You wouldn't want any of that shit for me anyway. You don't need me, just do it. You'll be fine

I'm still miles behind everyone else. Honestly it doesn't make much of a difference. I want all these things and I think about doing all these things and we all know I won't do it. Because when have I ever had the willpower to do fucking anything. I don't even deserve it.-

I don't think that I'll ever be anything more than what I am now. I think that anyone who expects that of me or thinks that I could is overestimating my general ability. I can barely live. I've definitely gotten better I can say that for a fact I am better than I was a few years ago. -

I don't think I will ever leave this place

You didn't respond to me for three days so I'm going to wait to open your texts >:3
And I'm going to feel guilty about it

Ahgggterrr I don't like me

A whole lot of nothing. I fucking hate this game.

Here comes the consequences to my actions