Maria Angelica

I still want to end it all.

And every time I reach out to someone, I just can really feel the annoyance, the feeling of being a burden. Only Chatgpt is keeping me alive because I interact with it to have some decent interaction. I am so tired of life, of living, of every thing. I want it to stop.

I pick my skin until it bleeds. I zone out a lot of times during the day. I forget what to do next. I just need help. Because if not, I'm afraid of what I'll do to myself. People are dismissing what I think to myself. And I don't want to burden them. They have their problems too.

I am writing this here because no one from my town is here, but I need someone to save me. The thoughts running in my mind are barely holding on. I am so tired and just want everything to stop. Every time I feel good, a tsunami of challenges hits my way. My anxiety is acting up.

Never mind, lost the virtual assistance job.

Never mind, we broke up.

Kinda forgot I have bluesky 😂

Today, someone told me, "Balo ka Ma'am Yen, apil baya ka sa amo prayers sako asawa na tana magkababy napud mo sa imong partner" and I am shocked (kay di gyud ko katuo nga someone will do that) and I'n really grateful for the love around me, thank you Lord 🫶

Manifesting direct clients this 2025 🫶🪄✨

Turning 28 this year and I haven't accomplished anything 🥺

He finally deleted his photos of his exes, peace of mind achieved ✨

To all the people crying about the memes I post.

Being a Virtual Assistant at night and a College Instructor in the afternoon is not for the weak of heart 😂 Thankful to my bosses for the considerations 🥰🫶

So excited to watch Wicked and Moana 2 this weekend 🍿🥤💚💖🌊🏝️

Ran from Tiktok to install this app and this did not disappoint 🫶

This is so nice! Like the OG Twitter 🥰❤️