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@paulchu.bsky.social

daily life struggler | a private not so private account

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Now is not the time to be only having romance anime in my currently watching 😭.
Any other suggestions on what to watch would be nice.

07.08.2025 02:11 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i truthfully feel like i did the best I could given whatever my circumstances were but I guess its not enough and I'm just cooked

14.07.2025 18:29 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

i should learn to stop looking at the CS reddit cause I feel more and more doomed each rejection I get 😒

14.07.2025 18:27 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

yeah i dont think i can do this anymore :(

13.07.2025 03:57 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

like ahhh it sso hard to find any joy nowadays 😒

03.07.2025 04:26 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

This life thing is kinda hard how do people do this

03.07.2025 04:11 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

just browsed through reddit i really am FUCKED huh

22.06.2025 16:29 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I'm a bit embarrassed to do this so that's why I'm doing it on here and not Twitter but if anyone knows of any software developer/engineer positions open or can help that would be greatly appreciated 😰.
Last time I tried asking I got bullied by others so hopefully its different :(

04.06.2025 00:50 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

all im saying is its a great thing things cant go anymore worse πŸ”₯

02.06.2025 21:08 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

ok now everythings getting all stressful maybe it is a good thing im not going to NAIC

02.06.2025 16:48 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

1 year older πŸ₯³

26.05.2025 09:17 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

i feel like i just got scammed with my 1 year of chicken sandwiches from Jollibee

15.05.2025 15:51 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Glad I got a good finish in the last GC

12.05.2025 01:51 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Note to self: Don't play on the last day of the GC. Everyone is too good 😭

11.05.2025 21:57 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Im also happy with how I did considering how stressed and depressed I was for the past few weeks, onto the next event

04.05.2025 22:39 β€” πŸ‘ 2    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Finished top 8.
I dont think I've ever lost in top 8 at a regional ever until now. All good Carson played well, ill be fine with this performance considering I stopped playing any VGC on Tuesday onwards

04.05.2025 22:29 β€” πŸ‘ 4    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

8-0πŸ₯³

04.05.2025 00:29 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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Another weekend another regional.

+ new artist I discovered that I like 🀣

03.05.2025 12:00 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

I feel this is the least stressed I've been for an event but that might be a sign of a bad performance incoming

01.05.2025 18:22 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

is the job market that rough or am i just undesirable :(

30.04.2025 23:22 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 2    πŸ“Œ 0

looking like a flip a coin angle which sounds stupid but i keep flipping coins to decide shit lol

28.04.2025 02:30 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

just finished Blue Box, good anime. Guess I have to prep for my Reg I regional then :(

28.04.2025 00:57 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I CANT DECIDE WHERE TO GO

28.04.2025 00:39 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

to prevent myself from going even more insane i will just accept that whatever i have rn is good.

25.04.2025 00:09 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

(my solution is to travel somewhere else but my brain cant think of anywhere else to go)

24.04.2025 01:02 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 1

Thinking of skipping NAIC as an attempt to cure my depression but Im afraid my solution will indeed not cure it

24.04.2025 00:50 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

This Reg I cooking is NOT going well

22.04.2025 10:21 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

Are Amoonguss and Ice Rider that bad in Reg I?!
I think im cooked

18.04.2025 04:36 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0

I actually cannot believe that once this game came out I have not touched Pocket since.

17.04.2025 04:01 β€” πŸ‘ 0    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 0    πŸ“Œ 0
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i have found my anime to watch as my reg I practice

17.04.2025 03:10 β€” πŸ‘ 1    πŸ” 0    πŸ’¬ 1    πŸ“Œ 0

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