𝑫𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑾𝒐𝒍𝒇🏳️‍⚧️

#NightInTheWoods #NiTW

A little late for Halloween, don't you think?

first meeting pt 2

(he/him for the mouse)
(she/her for the cat)

I feel as though sometimes purple Bonnie and blue Bonnie are one and the same

folder_1, by greenzig 10 track album

STREAM FOLDER_1

greenzig.bandcamp.com

"Today" and "one day" imply the existence of threeday

All of these have just been wishes and thoughts of a scarred and scared girl, I'm scared of the future and have a deep rooted chronophobia, I'm scarred and stung from years of my own self hate and others, I'm happier than I've ever been because I have these people now and I adore them (6/?)

Considering......

about this a lot at this point, I'm tired rn so I'll continue this later and to any of my friends who see this I love you, possibly in a romantic way I'm poly who knows😭
not naming any because I don't want to leave anyone out AND don't want to call anyone out specifically (5/?)

but I can't, I'm too scared and gross and weird and you'd hate me" and sometimes I get over that they say yes and I'm like WHAT WDYM YES???? OKAY?????? just sitting there confused, not knowing what to do or say and this happens EVERY TIME I get close to someone, I've posted (4/?)

and one I love but am too shy to tell, that's another thing, I fall in love with friends super easily because they're nice to me or charming or do something that activates the part of my brain saying they're attractive, leading me to think "I love you I want to tell you (3/?)

I'm sad because I read these comics, play these games, watch these shows/movies and see a character wishing to have a hometown or friends like that and then I feel happy, ecstatic even because a friend is helping me out unknowingly, like Vee or B or Egg, two people I miss (2/?)

Thinking about the things in my life that could've, didn't happen, or couldn't happen to find myself longing, loving, wanting, and being content all at once, I feel crazy for posting this publicly but this is basically my personal public diary. (1/?)

Being trans is great, but it would nicer during a time when my mere existence is not a form of protest

This looks way more fucked up then I thought it would😭, I'm happy I swear /srs

Smiling to the point my throat hurts but I can't stop smiling

They already hate us

Hmm... Somethin ain't right again...
#mlp #PrincessLuna #PrincessCelestia #art

I am soooo going insane abt this like it sthe only thing on my mind

This is now just me rambling about this and then and it's all I can think about, my favorite room from a dream I had is back and I've been in it in headspace for most of the day I love them so much and I can't tell them actually my stomach hurts

Spent a little too much time on this.

ZOMBIE HIP-HOP
#GORILLAZ

old old old old ckuet design

#furryart #femboy #fursona

espeon so yeehaw in my brain

I think I just have too much love and not many places to put it, there's the one person I'm dating and a few headmates I'm dating, plus the rest of my headmates

Possibly the worst part about this is I was trying to ignore it today and just push the feelings down and it got worse (or better?) like, the crush got bigger and I feel insane

This has been happening for years I just haven't noticed it until now cause it's happened like 3 times in the past half a year thank you parasite in my brain

Various doodles of the brain bunnies. Some are of Art and Ulf being physically affectionate, some of Nib stretching, one of Eas’ head in a washing machine and one of Art imaging hot wolf men instead of drawing them

Just some mood doodles #brainbunnies

Apparently I can't be good friends with someone without having my brain tell me I'm falling in love with them it's annoying