clara

i wish ppl were at least cruel to me at least yelled at me and hated me but I’m not even worth that

gross insect nobody likes

i will never try pretending to be a human being ever again

imagine a timeline where sethians won. would be insane

age regressing a robotgirl until she starts making dialup noises instead of moans

all I can see in these are mindless funkopop collectors who go on twitter instead of reddit

“I asked for no pickles and I need to see da manager” but extrapolated onto politics and moral judgment in “progressive media criticism” is sickening at this point

hi c:

;-;

dead dead dead no hope no hope no salvation

мне так все-таки одиноко в этом мире

господи как же хочется сдохнуть

please don’t hate me

I’m scared and conflicted and idk what to do I want to give up so bad

i know I just can’t dip because I’m entangled in other ppls affairs and it subconsciously is a safety net of sorts because of course I wouldn’t kms if it meant other ppl losing their money but god do I want it all to be over

why try if it’s all probably gonna come crashing down on me

and I know it will be death because there won’t be any hrt access at all and I will be all alone and who knows what awaits me in my purgatory but I’m sure I will not survive whatever that is

A very significant part of me just wants to give up. To accept my fate, leave everything behind because it’s clearly not working out and I’m miserable and unhappy with myself so maybe I should just make the first move and charge into my death blood and brave

I feel like everyone just hates me

i need to blow my fucking brains out

too old for 27 but at least 41 is always available

I wish I was completely alone in my life and nobody loved me, would make the inevitable easier

honestly why even try will it make any difference if I kill myself in a month or right now

god I hate being a failure hate hate

gonna hope that this thing I have can actually be throat cancer so I can actually die without bearing any more shame

Got too comfortable with being a leech

i should no longer ask others for help it should be make it or die for me like everyone else

i most likely didn’t botch anything but like one spark can ignite this shit so I will probably just go outside if I wanna do it

really scared to smoke on a balcony now because all of these fluffy tree seeds are making it a fire hazard

the ideal soldier is a lightweight femboy who eats exactly one ration and can be easily packed into and thrown out of a C-5