cabbie

i can tell i'm no longer severely mentally ill by the manner in which depression as a defining part of a character has no appeal to me

YOU'RE INSANE

every day i yearn for 2012 tumblr...

[ #pb:WOL ✦ #pb:c'stajha ]

@pearlborne.bsky.social and i editing down our main rp thread.............................. 241k words of pure unadulterated autism

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turns out the insulin resistance wasn't just a joke and I actually do have Conditions That Needed Treatment

started ozempic on saturday and it boggles the mind how when you take a medication intended for you, it actually can improve symptoms you weren't even aware of
i'm typically pretty sedate normally but this past week it's like i shot up long lasting cocaine or something

you don't even need me.......

SCALING APPLIES WHEN UR TRANSFORMED SO I WAS JUST A FATASS FROG???

My painting SAWYER COUNTY BARNS

realized as i hit send that i don’t like dicks bigger than 6” so i gave him a big dick specifically as punishment for being a piece of shit. yeah you get light headed with every erection and you can’t fit it all the way into the love of your life. that is EXACTLY what you deserve, actually.

like oh are you going to beef with a middle schooler or a high schooler today bourrache?? let us know so we can send them to recess afterwards

i'll explain it to you in person but know that your cutting criticism of my work has left a wound that will never fully heal, its blood is on your hands

cyrille x bourrache is my most self indulgent cringe and free shit to write
like yes we are writing a bodice ripper

hey why's scaevola going to into that dark ul'dahn corner

hey why's that ishgardian knight holding a scapel

the way they write about their own character in the same way a biographer writes about a serial killer really seals this train of thought from last night

Anyway, evergreen

they get the "get along" sweater treatment but instead of a sweater its 5 years on the first with no other homies for half of that

livea has, at best, the equivalent of a working relationship with thancred pre-shb, but instead of it being confined entirely to work it also extends to being coworkers-with-benefits
like fwb but worse
and then shb and they become something even worse but not in a fun way

hex takes up a disproportionate amount of my brain for reasons even i cant explain...

the hetero void if you will
which is symbolic in its own way
bourrache needs to cry more. off topic but pertinent. thinking about him crying rn

i forgot about scaevola im gonna be honest... it fr was "name one of pearl's trans masc characters" and i panicked and could only think of hex

tbh we need to write scottlia again to enable this
those two have not so much as look at each other in a month

(hits buzzer) ummm... who is hex??

please look forward to her

only highlighted my lvl 100 classes..... so many left to cap yet...

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opening gpose when i dont have a clear idea/ref

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xaela woman gazing off to the left, one hand held up near her chest

sarantuya kahkol you will always be famous to me

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UWAAAHHHHHHH PEARL AND I'S OCS ARE THE BEST I LOVE FFXIV