Levinian

Seems like forever since I've been able to stop being tense. For reasonable and unreasonable things. It's exhausting.

My favorite season is arriving. This year I want to exist, to sit by the fireplace and chat. I don't want to travel or party. I want my family and friends to be ok. I just want to be ok for a while. A walk in the woods or maybe sitting outside in the sun. I'm tired.

"All alarms are off." The best way to start a day.

70% of the upcoming games I've wishlisted seem to have been abandoned. This looks fun I could be interested oh look the last update 4 years ago well shit. Cleaning this list up just feels sad.

Sometimes I feel a little like a car engine running for much too long without a rest. Every day a tiny, tiny amount of the oil is lost. Just a feeling, a tired feeling.

I'm now so far behind in FFXIV that the merch they showcase in the launcher is wholly unfamiliar to me. I don't even know who that is lol.

Another step forward and a lot of heavy thinking today. But another step nonetheless.

Eager for Fall to really start. The leaves change and I spend more of my free time outside. My mood improves each time I see another sign of it.

Is it weird to realize you still care significantly about the specific region you grew up in, even living a thousand miles from it now? I hear things from time to time and I find myself dwelling on it.

I was just thinking about games where you build a lot and Steam notifies me that apparently you can now build a ship in more depth in No Man's Sky?

Yes what I needed today was a/c oddity and confusion.

I'm going to have tacos for breakfast because this week has been shitty and no one can stop me.

So tired of every phone call or appointment needing me to chase it down with 2-4 more calls because they don't follow up. It's exhausting and enraging.

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Finding old storage media can feel so strange. I know I listened to this/watched this often to have it stored, but it's been so long now that I can't track how I got from then to now. It is nice to find that I can still enjoy a majority of it tho. Maybe that's just a danger of using algorithms?

I wish I was in a hotel room by the window high above the city streets. The rain is soft, the room quiet and dark. I can sit and watch the lights through the rain. The window glass is cool and the blankets are warm. I could spend hours like that. Just a tiny little spot in the world.

Continuing the now month-long streak of frustrating communications with multiple companies. At least tonight I have chilled cider and some soup.

Someone told me again it's unusual for a guy to keep one truck this long. Maybe I just don't like the newer ones? Or maybe I expected a huge purchase like that to last me a while. It's a weird feeling.

Neverwinter Nights 2 EE is sounding less like something I'd consider buying the more I hear about it. I already have the original in it's complete form. I am still watching to see if some really good mods come out for the EE that would make it more worth my time.

It has been difficult to stay positive lately.

Finding earbuds that fit me is a nightmare. "They don't fall out" like hell they don't.

I hope Civilization 7 finds a stride soon. I want to eventually play but right now it just doesn't sound good. And it still sounds expensive.

Another small step forward today. Feels good but also exhausting.

Congratulations!

Everything this week has been a fight. The insurance companies left. But I got another clear sign of progress today. A couple more steps in the right direction.

Fingers crossed you have a full night's rest!

Got some good news just now. Some of this stuff is starting to settle down. Might pick up dinner tonight somewhere and feel calmer for a while.

A bunch of infrastructure here picked the last couple days to have issues. So far I'm managing well enough. Just a headache and a half.

What a week. One thing after another.

I hate living in a city with shit bus service. If my truck won't start I can't get anything done.