Benji

i understand i owe art, but the constant working is just going to make my own health and productivity worse and worse which will just make it harder and harder to get through the stuff I do owe.

starting wednesday I also need to enforce a stricter streaming schedule, the one that i've been trying to do
but I just keep letting people push work onto the days i'm not supposed to work on
which needs to stop
all this on top of my current stress does not help

up to now my days off have still involved me streaming and working on art personal projects or not.
but thats mostly because when i'm not streaming and not working on any art personal or comm, it feels like I'm wasting time doing nothing when i could be using it to be productive

i really need to start enforcing days off
like not just days off from working on commisisons, but days off from art and streaming completely
cause the constant art/streaming has had a negative impact on my health both physically and mentally
so this monday i'm off, no streaming

DO IT

2022 Tilde VS 2025/26 Tilde!
wanted him to actually look more snake like and more like the pit viper he is!

Why are pawbert and Gary just so precious aaaaaaa
I definitely need to draw them sometime

i still love the Pengu!

WOULD WOULD WOULD WOULD

moving back to my normal commission schedule
working on owed comms Mondays and Wednesdays, Thursdays will be new comms
Taking Fridays to be a Flat Fuck and work on either game stuff, comic stuff, or personal stuff
weekends are days off specifically unless an AFH is scheduled

I STILL LOVE HOW YOU DRAW LIZARDS SO MUCH AAAAAAAAA

I'd rather just not make anything off it and cancel than deal with issues.
I'll figure out what to do with it or something

due to complaints i'm getting on the gungan ych getting bid snipped before i was panning to extend the end date I might cancel the auction completely
I will also be doing anti-snipe extensions from now on
end times will be extended by an hour for any bid within a minute to end

quick lil doodle of my Snake Tilde and my Glass Frog!

I'm slowly catching up on commissions btw!
gotten like 6 done this week, granted 3 of them were AFH stuff
slowly but surely though I'll catch up!

ending tomorrow!!

ngl i don't have any regrets selling/trading off my pokemon cards for all the warhammer stuff i've gotten
it's been a lot more enjoyable
granted i still have a good chunk of my pokemon cards, some decks i've made, and a few expensive cards
but i've been having fun painting warhammer

and a bonus, my fav Dreadnought, the Brutalis!
this one i especially had fun painting!

been a while since i've posted warhammer minis
so here's a Vulkan He'stan that I'm almost done with!

the first sketch page i've done that is this chock-full of content!
link to auction is below!

Def gonna try to participate!

I've spent each December for the last four years making gift art for artists as thanks for their work and to spread some positivity. This year, I'd like to give it a proper name and encourage others to join me in #artvent If you'd like to participate, starting December 1st, find people in the community who have inspired or impacted you and do something creative as a gift for them. I do digital art and primarily take my inspiration from other digital artists, but don't feel limited to that. Writers, musicians, suiters and just general members of the community are all incredible sources of inspiration. Your gift doesn't need to be visual art, either. For instance, you could compose a piece of music inspired by a character you like, sew a plushie, make a recipe inspired by a sona, get weird and creative. Don't feel restricted! Rules: 1. No AI. The point is to take the opportunity to be creative in your own way. 2. This is not a transaction. If you participate you are not owed anything in return, and if you receive something you do not owe anyone anything in return. These are to be done purely to spread a little positivity. 3. NSFW content is welcome HOWEVER!! that does not mean everyone is comfortable receiving NSFW content, including NSFW artists. This community is very sexually open, and many of us draw NSFW content but that doesn't mean consent to all things. Use your best judgment, and if you're not sure, ask them.

I've spent each December for the last four years making gift art for artists as thanks for their work and to spread some positivity. This year, I'd like to give it a proper name and encourage others to join me in #artvent

www.furaffinity.net/view/63086459/

the first sketch page i've done that is this chock-full of content!
link to auction is below!

www.furaffinity.net/view/63076393/

i forgot to make a post for it but new ych involving my gekkomon!
link is below!

imma have to work a lil harder the rest of this month
had to give in and order a new chair cause this one is just broken and uncomfortable to the point that i have to stand up or shift position
but this time i got an actual office chair, not a "gamer" chair

honestly i've been stressed to hell the past couple months
i'm working CONSTANTLY between trying to pay bills/rent, trying to create content for substar/patreon, catch up on owed art, and trying to pay this medical debt that is still $18k+
but i'm not giving up and trying hard!

STILL LOVE THIS

Scavenger