Cass (Redemption Arc)

Okay but I wish I was a passoid

Thank you. I was ill during it but otherwise I'm fine. Still trying to collect all my things and get a job but things are okay.

Mostly the latter but they should probably know better

Well they're from privileged trans women. So very.

They are actually doing that yeah

I was busy and still am but I'm housed.

I am consistently up to no good

You know it's good when you're blocked by the person being quoted.

It definitely didn't land for me yeah. I have no womanhood to speak of.

Always did relate to Ames a lot more than Reese.

I've been a bit busy not being homeless babe. I'm still about but yeah I mean shit is rough rn.

I have no incentive to lie about this. Somebody openly called me the t slur in public earlier on today.

The rest of the world tells me it does. I get gendered male 100% of the time.

I wanted to pass. I didn't.

That presumes there's going to be an impressive result. Sometimes (most of the time) pain is just pain. There's no virtue and it typically produces the same result or worse as people who didn't have to suffer that pain.

I mean, no, but transitioning made me feel by and large worse. I want the outcomes of transition, but the process of transition didn't provide me those.

I gave it a pretty good shot. 3 years.

I think when you have good things to feel, feeling is nice, I think when all you have is misery, feeling hurts - numbness is better.

I think I'll try and retain what femininity I can but estrogen was driving me to the grave. I tried sunlight. It hurt too much.

Idk I prefer feeling nothing to feeling intensely negative all the time. I'm far more functional with the former than the latter.

I know how I looked compared to my peers. I'm not stupid. I wasn't deceived.

It wasn't functional to cry every night lamenting how terrible things were. Less pain was what I wanted. I lack the means to change what causes me pain but I can change how I respond to it, biochemically if necessary.

There were a few reasons, some economic, but mostly that I didn't feel any better on it. Feeling more wasn't helping me when all I felt was sad and awful. And I didn't get any feminisation bodily.

The emotional barrier testosterone put up honestly got me through these last few weeks.

I mean, that did seem to be all anyone sees me as after 3 years of HRT (recently stopped).

Omg thank you. This has seriously brightened what is a very rough period for me. You'll probably hear a bit more about it soon but yeah. The next week is probably going to be fairly rough.

Half the Imperial Navy was recruited via thirst traps and you can’t convince me otherwise.

POV: The scene in the 80's movie where I remind you that the F-14 Tomcats are not free and you cannot take them home with you.

I don't want to be! So maybe that makes me Rei.

Does the fact they had to keep me out make me one of the angels or the third impact

given I can't see what you're quote tweeting I'm 90% sure whatever they're spouting is bullshit tho

Thank youu!!!!

Hot. Girl. Summer.